I'm a blue-collar worker

YES, I'M A BLUE-COLLAR WORKER.

I hold spanar. I use strength when I work. I have dirty hands all the time. I see screws, bolts, nuts etc. I wear dirty pants and shirts. Cuts have never failed to show their existence on my hands. Bruises some times. My hair get stiffened whenever I am carelessly laid my head to the skin of the airplanes coated with a substantial amount of Corrosion Inhibiting Compound. It left an unwashable mark on my tee when I carelessly touched my body to the undried sealant that has just been applied. The stinks of grease stays with me when it fell on me during the application. i have to bear the itch when i worked with the fibreglass panels and that itch stays for few days. Fuel too will stink my hair whenever i climbed in to do some repair.

Never once before this that i think I will do this job. Years before, I looked down at the blue-collar profession. And what my mum said was: Study hard and you don't have to do all those "hard" kind of job when you grow up. Years later, I studied real hard and got crowned the best student award in my high school. Yet, I am doing that.

My perception towards blue-collars changed drastically after my enrolment in this programme. From feeling disgusted, now i pay my respects to them. Blue-collars job isn't just about strength but it's about the skills they possessed. Your car can't be running without defects if these people absent from the earth. Your broken television can't be repaired. Your house can't be built. They play important roles in the society. I'm truly impressed that they could do lots of things in short period of time. You'll never know until you're doing what they're doing. Their skills can't be rivaled. Me? I'm still long ways to go in order to master those skills before land myself as an engineer in the future.

The day i accepted the offer, I knew it's going to be tough. My studies has to be real good, my hands-on job too, has to excel. Papers below 75%(the passing marks) is not acceptable, neither do the pipeline that disconnects itself during airborne. From scratch I have to build up my career. Being so unfamiliar with all the toolings and equipments, learning has been difficult.

I enjoy having a pair of dirty hands. i enjoy sweating all over when working. i enjoy the satisfaction when i successfully carried out my job. i enjoy listening to the engineers telling us all their experiences in the past, their knowledge, conveying their methods of troubleshooting. I enjoy performing inspection to find out there is a defect in my area of inspection. I love seeing the aircraft flies safely after the details work of maintenace. I am pleased to see what I learned in the text i study is applied to my work. I am happy enough to know my time in classroom didn't get wasted. I am glad to have learnt the art of managing time( it's hard to find time when I need to work while preparing for exams).

I look forward:

• to becoming a trainee engineer who is more motivate in building up his career.
• to finishing my scope of work professionally.
• to getting my license to become an LAE(Licensed Aircraft Engineer)
• to signing off my first aeroplane(although scare might be incurred).
• to bearing my responsibility for the aircraft I maintain.
• to getting pay like all other LAEs.

LAE is called a professional. It's also a blue-collar job. So, I am and I will be a BLUE-COLLAR worker.

Not forgetting: I enjoy being a blue-collar worker.

Cheers for the blue-collar world!

There was a smiley on the sky last night. I was lucky enough to see it. But too bad, many of my friends didn't manage to get a glance at it.

I believe that smiley face brought me some luck that I passed today's exam. I was hectically preparing for today's examination last night. Stopped half way when i received a call from Amilian asking us to go and see the moon. Half an hour gone but we had a good laughter. Today's paper was tougher than what we expected, manage to get through it, but didn't score. Good enough.

Tired plus some degree of exhaustion. The image of me going in hangar tomorrow morning is lingering in mind now, feeling extra tiredness. Have to get to sleep now or else i would be a dead fish tomorrow morning.

My parents are going Bali tomorrow morning, if only I will be going with them. Too bad, that isn't the case. Good night!

swallows houses

It's 1.30am now. Few more hours then i guess i will be back in Subang already. Without internet means no updates. =.=" I want internet, but a lot of things draw me back from having one in subang. Nevermind, it's not going to matter much, I'm still having my internet over the weekends when I come back here in TM.

It's 2am now. it took me half an hour to turn back to this page to continue blogging..... =P

Chatted with a friend just now, She told me something about her past. It was rather surprising. haha. But couldn't tell out what's that, people's privacy. =)

i saw an increasing number of the "swallow(burung layang-layang) houses"! There are a lot of shop houses that have been renovated and modified to be the swallows houses which is intending to attract swallows to saty there and thus building their nest there. The nest worth lots of money!The artificial swallows chipping caused much of irritations. Hygiene is another problem. They have and have been causing a lot of annoyance to people living around those houses.

Why? Why is there no control over these kind of houses? Why license is not need to modify houses into this purpose?

From tanjung malim to Klang to Sitiawan, I never failed to see swallows houses around! Shouldn't all the swallows lives in caves? Why are we putting in more noise pollution to our already noisy towns? arghhh!@

I simply can't stand the noise! haha, i was told by a friend that the swallows will be hindred with the perfumes and the perfumed soap! what if people start throwing soaps into those houses? just an evil thought of mine! haha

Will try to post some photo of these swallows houses next time. Cheers!

Burger

I ordered a burger in a mamak store one fine night. It took an extraordinarily long time to be served. When the thing finally served, I was more than delighted. The reason? look at this:

What a nice decorated plate of burger they serve in an ordinary mamak store. haha

Birthday buffet

A worthy memory to remember. I had a great birthday celebration this year. Celebrated it with my batchmates, sharing the celebration with my housemate wei kai, whose birthday is just 5 days before me, the one that's closest to me amongst all others. ^^ presenting him and me:

We had buffet karaoke that night. despite having class early morning the other, we sang from 7pm until 1pm++. everyone is then looked like this:

I didn't manage to take the photo when everyone of us was fishing in the classroom... haha

P/s: The buffet provided by Neway is worth the money! Special thanks to all my friends who made my night! Thank you.

Ah yat abalone

My first ever entry to ah yat ablone restaurant, PJ branch! On my 20th birthday. Not for ablone though, I went there for dim sum! Really yummy! Quality wise, excellent. And their service is really first class! One of the best lunch I have had so far.... Some of my favourite dishes of the day:

The food is simply delicious! what a birthday lunch i had! ^^

Electricity bill = rm0.00

Look at the amount! Rm17.66! And what's more? It's paid by the government! It's practically the first time I have actually benefitted directly from the budget... haha.

Our combined effort in saving electricity not only saved us money, but helped to green the environment too =)

Looking at this blank space of blog entry column, my mind went blank. My feeling got mixed up. and i don't know what to write in this space. But I want to write something.

I have yet to see my toolbox's condition. They claimed that they broke opened my toolbox to find for some stupid mounting bolt, end up found none in it. Hope the condition isnt too bad.

I wanted to change my sim card today. But too bad that i have forgotten the sim card is under my bro's name! I need him to replace the sim card. My trip wasted and I continue to suffer from the fucked up sim card. My phone! Can you stop showing the "check your sim" type of message ???!!!!!!

I'm thinking whether or not to go back to hangar on Monday...

I got a strong feeling for dimsum after chatted wth Abbie just now about the dimsum.! yummy yummy....

I'm a bit pissed off with my piano playing skills... my hands aren't under control... I will make sure it will be!

I'm superbly tired, yet I don't wanna sleep..... What's wrong with me?

I'm worried over monetary matters. I'm starting to keep track on my expenses.... Building up my database....

My sis still in the cold war with me. I'm not obliged to anything. She doesn't plan or maybe should I say, she should plan in favour of my time? It's not my fault. There is no reason for her to be angry with me. No.

I am going for class this coming Thursday... Anticipating a hell-like life! Aviation Legislation!

Interaction with total strangers.

Days before, Khai told me that Ben did this thing to a total stranger when they were out for dinner in Ming Tien ss24: He was attracted by her, thus sending her a written message via a waiter. He is still waiting for a reply. Maybe he got the reply by now, I don't know.

Do you think he will get the reply? How would you react when someone did that to you? Will you reply?

How much courage does it take to send in a piece of message like that?

How would people perceive that kind of action? desperation? but hell no!

Look at crowds in the KL city, how many people do we actually know when walking on the street? How the hell that we don't know majority of people? Disregarding that, do you know your neighbour? I don't.

Can we get closer? How can we interact with a total stranger without much of awkwardness? How can we get connected with others? How do we know more people? How?

cooperative behaviour

I watched National Geography just now. watched the research on the human baby behaviour and chimpanzee behaviour on cooperation.

The result: Chimpanzee will cooperate, but when it comes to helping other without getting anything they will not tolerate. Human baby, they are born with the spirit of cooperation even without getting anything in return.

They came out with a conclusion that human can help each other without being calculative.

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I doubt that.

Fair enough, when all of us aren't competing against each other, we are good, and sure, we work together. But, when it comes to some competition, humans are ugly.

See all the politics around us. See all the warfare out there. They all arose because human can't tolerate with one another. They can't compromise for the opponents' need. They aren't cooperative.

2 person, who don;t know each other, at their hungriest possible state. When suddenly a piece of small bun is given to them, do you think they will share among themselves?

for me, human can't be standardized. Humans are not equally born. How can they concluded on a certain behaviour by only taking a baby's behaviour into account? How can they don't take enough sample? Why they don't choose adults as the sample? Aren't they hypocrite that to get their desired result, they choose only the promising sample? What's the use of the experiment then?

At least chimpanzee is straight forward, human? You will never know what's one thinking. AT this instance he is helping you, but the next instance you know, he has taken advantage from you.

BTW, do you know that there is only one DNA mutation in the past that made human superior to chimpanzee? It's the DNA of our jaw muscle which is so much weaker than theirs, but then, it allowed a bigger brain capacity to be developed, thus made us superior. ^

Changes in company

News are everywhere in my company. Just within 3 days, I received 3 major news......

There might be a massive increment for us the trainees! Really anticipating our pay slip end of this month! Anyway, it might only be a rumour.....

A very high passing rate for our current EASA part 66 exam! I passed all 2 modules with 90 and 95! Congratulation to all my fellow classmates and batch-mates who have made it through...

There is a change in our programme. Some will be happy, and others, upset. I don't fancy this to happen. Getting my fingers crossed for the list to come out.

year-6

Was having tea with a group of friends just now. All of sudden they talked about standard 6 stuffs. Oh dear, that was like 8 years ago. wow! Vividly, i still remember I was transferred to a new school in Tanjung Malim, after having 5 years of primary education in Sg Petani. It was a hell for me. Seriously.

Maybe because of that year, I became what I am today. It motivated me a lot. Also, it demotivated a lot more. I wouldn't want to recall what happenend in that new school of mine which I don't enjoy studying in it, an experience which I don't think will happen if I continue studying in my previous primary school. Sadness struck in.

But then again, whatever it is, I am happy now. I have my group of best friends, I have my great family members, I have my career making up its shape, I have cheerful, considerate and helpful batchmates and housemates, I have my piano, I have my swimming trunk, I have my allowance, I have my racquet etc etc... I will always remember this phrase that I always tel myself:"when things go tougher, the tough keeps going".

I don't enjoy the memory that I had put aside being triggered again. The memory will stick with me forever, but its effect, I believe, is soon to be vanished.

Don't ask me what it is, I will never answer.

dinner

I cooked dinner today. One pot of soup and broccoli. My dad fried the fish. My mum went for vacation in China. Having 5 days dinner out there is not a good choice, so, we left with cooking.

it was actually my first try for the soup and the broccoli. My dad and my sis probably didn't knew it. I acted pro. lol. and above all, their taste turned out ok. although the soup was abit too salty, still edible. =P i can call myself a chef!

i experienced shopping for vegetable alone today. It was a brand new experience for me. I went supermarket without any clue of what to buy. I was stunned there in the fresh market. I went round and round over the same place. Almost an hour I spent there buying only carrots, tomatos, eggs, potatoes and broccoli. Considered quite good for a newbie like me right? Please say yes. lol

pessimism and envious

Constantly reading people's blogs. Why do others know so much stuffs while I myself know little? The question arose. Am I really as tiny as what I think I am? envious.

Why others can do self-learning, while I relied upon teachers?

grrr...... I must start up with my digital piano. =.=" having bought her for like 10 months, I haven't really explore her functions other than she can be played like a piano and do some recording. I have yet to touch all the computer connection thingy. next week I will be in class again. so not next week. Week after next i guess. """"keep in mind keep in mind""" this time I want to do things without a teacher. by referring to manual. hope i can get that right.

come to think about myself, set aside my studies, piano is the only thing that I have that's up to some standard. The others? crappy.

One significant change about myself after joining transmile: I get more technical.

I have just taken out a broken string from my piano. upright piano of course. I don't think i will do the same thing a year back then. I must learn tuning some other time. It seemed to me, the piano structure is kinda simple! ^^

thinking of taking performance cert/diploma in music. but then, time constraint. or else i will be suffering like what i had early this year with my grade8 exam and my easa exam clashed together. Should I? or should I not? maybe later when I have finished all my modular exams.

H^ppY

We don't need a reason to be happy. But happiness become more substantial when it came with a reason. For in this world, there are so many reasons to be happy.

this morning's reasons for my happiness:
-woke up healthily.
-went out for breakfast safely.
-crowd for the 'lam mee' is lesser than usual!
-had a nice breakfast.
-had a nice hair cut.
-needn't to wait for my IC renewal.
-have time to settle my online banking thingy this afternoon!

you?

食物。人。味道。心。

同样的一盘食物，在不一样的地方，怎么就会有不一样的味道？我们的舌头难道会随着地方而改变吗？或许是它随着我们身边的人而变？可曾听过：＂有你的陪伴，再苦的药也是甜的＂这一句话吗？

在这个世界上生存了二十年，我承认我还是非常的嫩。大风浪？就只有那么几件罢了。也不算是吧！暂时对我影响最深的我猜应该是在十八岁离家深造的那一次吧。那次是我第一次离开了家里。虽然并不远，但是还是有那种不舍的感觉。在家，是幸福的。现在回家和之前在家有着一种不一样的感觉。妈妈烹饪的饭菜变得比之前美味得多了。是妈妈的厨艺进步了吗？不是。是我对那一个熟悉的地方，熟悉的人和熟悉的环境产生的一种美感。人，是因素？那又是多大的因素呢？

很多时候，或许我们都不察觉，我们都与我们喜欢的人一起共餐。就如有些时候，我们宁愿单独一个人吃饭也不愿意邀附近的朋友。为什么？为什么我们会因为一个人的存在而胃口大减？为什么本来觉得很美味的食物会突然变得淡而无味？是饭菜中的盐和调味料突然蒸发了吗？还是，人，是因素？

再有另一个个案。当你和心仪的对象一起进餐时，你觉得那食物不堪入口而弃在一旁。她二话不说地拿起餐具，试了一口就立即说道：＂我觉得还蛮不错的，我喜欢＂。我相信你对那碟食物的抗拒心肯定相应减低了。可能还会觉得它好味，吃出另一种味道。着又是什么？人是因素？

一种食物好不好味其实真的是很客观的。没有绝对的对与错。当我们将食物比喻为周遭发生的事而它的味道就好比我们对事情的包容与忍让。换另一个角度，事情就不一样了。口味，也应该适时而改变。不违言，人是偏心的。我们偏向自己关心及喜爱的人，偏离自己讨厌的人。世上很多事情就这样子的被歪曲了。这促使了很多人刻意去讨好别人，为的也只是那一点点的偏爱。然而，我们是为别人而活吗？这种现象要被抗拒吗？我不晓得，也不想懂得。

但至少我知道，做人得圆润。善待别人就等于善待自己。真心希望＂我为人人，人人为我＂这一句名言是真的。

让我们一起款待他人吧！

!! No stress.

I'm getting a bit worried. I didn't feel the stress this time. It's a danger sign.. monday>tuesday>exam day. My weekend gone. I am hoping that my preparation is enough. I think it's enough. But can still be better.

During the revision week, we had fun! All of us seemed to be less stressed than the previous exam. As the book that we read now is not even quarter the portion we read last time.

I was given one fun IQ question, try it:

A teacher gave A her birth month without telling the day, and she gave B her birth day without telling the month.

They are given a set of dates:

1st Feb, 4th Feb

3rd May, 6th May

1st Oct, 2nd Oct, 3rd Oct

2nd Dec, 6th Dec, 8th Dec


A: I know which month teacher born in.
B: I know which day teacher born in.
A: I don't know the answer, I ascertain B don't know too!
B: At first I don't know the answer, now I knew it!
A: Oh! I also knew it already!

Find the teacher's bithday.... The answer available upon request! =P

It took me more than half an hour to solve it.... Maybe I'm dumb.. haha

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My grandma has just passed away. Going to penang for her funeral tomorrow. It's going to be a sad moment. What i can do now is to pray for her, and wish for her well being in another world.

Have to go for dinner now. Till then.

exhaustion

It's 3am now. I'm feeling sleepy and maybe a bit of dizzy. I know if I don't blog now, it has to be at least next saturday till the next entry.

I've just recovered from fever. I haven't had this for about a year already. a really bad one. i felt really cold and my throat was soring like mad. a terrible experience. I should have taken MC on friday, I know i was exhausted. But, haih... There goes my 3 days long weekend. Days with my medicine. =(.

The reason for my exhaustion?

Ans: MD-11 No. 2 engine installation. Imagine a 4.5 tonnes engine being shifted up using 4 pulleys manually. each one of the pulley carries at least 1 tonne of load. and to shift that up,it wasn't easy. VERY TIRING! Then the follow-ups... installing the mounting bolts, connecting the ductings, torque loading etc etc.

Let go the tiredness, I have actually learnt a lot from the engine installation. It was one of the few task that i actually participated in from the very beginning until the end. A slight feeling of accomplishment. It requires skills and knowledge. It tells me again: I HAVE A LOT MORE TO LEARN. Reminds me of the long long 4-year-to-go programme. OMG. when am i receiving my big fat pay check????...............

oh yeah, I nearly forgot about the experience i had in station on Tuesday when we celebrated saw, ben and jeeva's birthday. we went there at about 9pm. >>fast forward>> 11pm. after all the candle-blowing and song singing ceremony, just when we all chill out ( whole bunch of us, around 20 ), Ben suddenly came to me and said: my birthday, can you go up on stage and sing one song for me? i stayed silent for one moment. and I don;t know where come the courage and i said: ok, since it's your birthday. I knew I have got myself into deep shit already. They waved to the singer on stage and start pointing at me. I started shivering ( unseen of course )... I was then asked to go on stage. fortunately we are the majority of the customer over there that night with only several tables of other customers. what i can hear when im going on stage were the shouting and screaming of theirs. that was a chaos. everyone's looking! >>fast forward>> i sang 'chi xin jue dui'. >> not very well sang i guessm but still got myself a little crowd of hand clapping! the biggest portion of course from the Transmile Trainee group! haha. =P. It was fun. and i wasn;t been expected to go up to stage that night as they thought i wouldn't dare to go up, i guess.

I wonder if they have taken videos. have yet to watch. hope my singing's not too bad.... LOL.

have to get back to reast already, or else my friend-'fever' is coming to haunt me down again..^^

Current location: FTZ.net

Just finish sending my parents to LCCT. One great news? My brother is flying them to Bangkok! No one knew this beforehand. He kept that to himself. Don't know what's his purpose though.

How i wish he was flying me to Kota Kinabalu last month, or last 2 weeks to be distinct. But too bad, he wasn't. How I wish I could step my feet into the A320 cockpit. I am very keen to find out the differences that A320 and MD-11's cockpit..... Maybe that could be my next flight? with airasia?

The sabah trip wsn't a bad one. It was quite a memorable one. I would upload the photo next time. I'm kinda in rush of time now as I need to finish this post in just 15 mins. For god sake, I'm typing like mad. I don't even have time for my spell check. I had white water rafting, and that's a great fun. Totally worth the money we spent on it. It costs me RM170 for that! Proboscis Monkey seeing is another expensive thing that we had in Sabah. RM120 for a 2 hours boat ride.. But it's worth the price... the only place where the species exists in this world-Sabah.....

Till the next time...... I just realised I haven't been updating my blog for about... 1 month?

p/s: I scored 100 for my basic aerodynamics! Just for bragging...... =P

Random Entry

Some degree of boredom struck in when I sat down here in front of this computer. I don't have the mood to do whatever things I want to do online before this. Shit! even my online banking account also I haven't reactivated it! Gotta do it very soon.

Tomorrow I have gotta sit for another exam. Physics this time. I haven't really studied. Damn, tonight is going to be packed! 170 pages to be finished in a night. Maybe because of the EASA results announced on the Thurday evening. I have got all passes with 100, 88, 89! Well, this is not really good if compared to my other colleagues. Most of us scored really well... Congratulation to all my colleagues that secured all passes! Still in the mood of celebration i guess.. haha.

have to go back to Subang in 1 hour time.

Wish me luck in my exam!

~anticipating my trip to Sabah in 2 weeks time~

Till then.

I thought

Lack of communication is a HUGE problem. Assumption can be misleading! Too many times, we were told:

"why would you have asked this kind of question?? Of course.. bla bla bla.......... you dumb fella.....bla bla bla...."

Over the time, we tend to assume a lot. Just to get rid of being called stupid. Thus people started to rely on their assumptions. Without 2 ways interaction, a communication can hardly be effective. there is where misunderstanding finds its way. Because of the " i thought, He thought thingy".

I'm in deep shit now becaause of that " i thought ". Gotta find ways to sort that out. It's not entirely my fault anyway, 3 of us all share the responsibility.... headache.

A missing screwdriver

I thought I miss put my screw driver in the MD-11! A scary thing to happen. When you see a plane crash, it might be caused by a loose item in the aircraft. And that includes a screw driver!

how scary it was when I know my screw driver was missing from my toolbox! You couldn't imagine that. Anxiety filled my brain. Especially when I was attending Human Factor class. I would rather right away run back to the hangar and start finding my screw driver. .

I was asking around for almost 2 days prior attending the class. I sacrificed my lunch time just to walk around aircraft to look for it. But, it returned no result.

I was thinking: I must report this case once I reached back in hangar although it might result in a major disrepute. I wouldn't want to see a plane crash because of me! I wouldn't again let guilt overwhelmed me. One time of experience is enough.

Thank to my subconscious mind and my effort in finding the screw driver, that little thing is found in my friend's toolbox! Tuesday, i recieved a phone call from Kai Ren just right before my class ends. It was such a relief! It craved a smile on my face and deep in my heart. The end of sleepless nights.

Thank God. Special thanks to everyone who has helped me in finding my screwdriver! Thanks.

Days when no more stress.

I am in a very good mood to blog. My first EASA exam is officially over. I will have at least 3 weeks of honeymoon before the result comes out. 3 weeks. I should be happy. And I am happy.

Anyway, I'd rather have the result right after the exam. So as to end the waiting. Well, it's not important. Crossing the 75% passing marks isn't that easy. Weeks and weeks of books mugging might even end up in having a 74% thus having to resit the paper which means another long long period of mugging! I pray. I Pray. I pray for passing all my modular exams!

Oh yeah, there's one good news that I'd like to share! I have gotten myself a merit for Grade 8 Piano! I was really happy when i received it last week. The examiner's comment is encouraging. Preparation in 6 months right after my grade 6 piano. This means something. Should I say, started from scratch in the last 4 years means something? LOL. I'm showing off. Pardon me.

I went for movie the night after my exam. I watched Kungfu Panda. It gave me a good laugh. That is not the main point. I have got something to say about the Summit USJ! This is the first time I went Summit USJ. I NEVER thought it was that bad! OMG, I thought it should be something like Subang Parade, but then I was really REALLY dissappointed. The elavator was like thousand-year-old. Imagine an elevator without aircond! i can still see a fan in the elevator. Haha. It's like some kind of cheap-skate shopping mall. people can actually smoke in the mall itself. I'm wondering when will the fire alarm be triggered. Not long in the future i guess. But then, it's still worth going for a single reason: the cheap movie. We are charged only rm8 for kungfu panda. And the parking, rm1 per entry. Save a lot..... So, don't go Summit if you're not going for movie. =P

My friend is urgingme to go Meetoto-an online game. haha. I don't know how to play, second time trying........ Till then!

To my FRIENDS:

I have just came to realise that whenever we open a little bit of ourselves to others, they'll, too, open themselves to you.

Maybe the Newton's third law can be applied here. Haha. "the force of reaction is equivalent to the force of action" or something like that, I have quite forgotten the finest definition of it. Pardon me.

A friend that will really be a friend is a friend who managed to touch our souls. Who will reach out to find out more about you. A person whom you'll be more than willing to let them know more about you. A person that realises the slightest change of you. A person who knows when to keep quiet and when to cheer you up. A person you like. A person who likes you.

Friends,

you might not know all of my things, but you know most of them.

you might not fond of all of my deeds, but you bear with them.

you might not like my decisions, but you supported them.

you might not know what was I doing, but you have faith in me.

you might not know what happened to me, but you feel for me.

you might not know my secrets, but you know i have secrets.

you might not read my writings, but you read my thoughts.


Thanks for being there for me. I am glad that I have all of you!

Kudos Transmile

I am really overjoyed that even if my company-Transmile is in red, she is still sponsoring a humanatarian flight to Sichuan! I am proud to be an employee of Transmile Air! Kudos Transmile!

EASA examination: less than 3 weeks time.

I am so gonna put in my all effort for it. Damn! how to finish 700 pages in 1 week time? =.="""


Results for my Grade 8 piano still pending.

Can't wait for it..........

Candle for Sichuan's Victimised Children

Let's light up a candle for unfortunate Si Chuan's children whose lifes have been taken by the non-mercy earthquake to brighthen their journey to heaven.

With sadness and solemn, we forward our prayers for them. Pray for their happiness in the other world.

They will live in our heart. They will live in my heart.

Swing

I have had a serious emotional swing for the past 2 weeks. I am saddened by the catastrophe in Maynmar and China. In addition to it, my personal issue which i choose not to disclose it.

I tried crying. But tears refused to come out from my eyes. I felt the pain. I felt the cut. I know my heart is longing for a relief. Tears, still refused to come out. I ask myself, do i still know how to cry? had my tears get frozen permanently in my heart?????????????? Tears, where are you????

I think a lot in the night. Where is it going to lead me to? Will my life be entirely changed? I don't know. I chose to take it in positively. I take it as an energy for me to live my life to the fullest. I take it as a force for me to contribute to the society.

Some of them noticed a change in me. Might be a minute change, but as far as I am concerned, I appeared as the OLD me in front of them. Thanks for noticing and sorry for not responding. That might not be the best solution, but that is what I'm comfortable with. I want to hear laughter!

Thanks to a bunch of friends beside me. They might not know what had happened, but they cheered me up. The laughter in my face remained. My heart started to smile, again.

p/s: you won't get any answer from me if you ask what personal issue is that. don't ever try. that's only for me to know.

A MINUTE OF SILENCE FOR THE VICTIMS

With all due respect, I pay my respect and extend my deepest apologizes to HIM.

A carnation for all Mothers on earth! Happy mothers' day!

Happy birthday my friends

Happy birthday my friends. I know I'm late but I have got no time to blog. haha.

DODODO! SZE MUN! HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY! (06.05) both on the same day... lol

I'm not sending any text messages for I have given you this space. haha^^

RM 268

I have just earned RM 268 today, by luck! LOL.

My sister had her grade 7 theory exam today in Damansara Jaya.

Rockie thus asked me to go to Trinity National Office in Mont kiara today to attend my piano class....

When i arrived, there was a European welcoming me. His name is David. Around 70. Trinity Guildhall SE Asia Regional Consultant.

Rockie wasn't around yet. He went for lunch. So i chatted with Mr David, and i told him that my exam is on the coming Tuesday, and I went there for my piano class. Very unexpectedly, he asked me to play for him! At the same time, he told me that he is going to examine in Bangkok for the next few days. What a luck for me to get him to hear me play!

Btw, he was very easy to communicate with. He looked very happy and anticipated my playing. OMG, I was very scared. I scared that i would disappoint him. Just before i started to put my fingers on the piano. Rockie came in. He was very much surprised that David was with me in the office. He was so greatful that David wants to listen to me. He said: It's better to get a third person's opinion on my playing prior to exam. and he added: Chanzhe, play. My pressure doubled.

So i played....
and the followinf are what he said.

Children's Corner: An easy pass. ( i was exhilarated from this ). Nice touch. Then he proceed to show me some details that I have not been doing. He emphasised on some parts that I neglected before. He said, I am looking for the sound, not the semi quavers. Exactly like what Rockie told me earlier. It's the kind of sound that makes all the difference. I picked up some new technique of playing. ^^

Adagio in C: one remarkable one: I try not to give any destructive comment. Smooth playing but a bit dull. Make it alive. ( I knew it wasn't good. haha. but i will work on it these few days.) He gave me a "notes on piano pieces" for me to play better in this piece. it worths rm68 according to Rockie.

Take the 'A' Train: Nice. You can get a 20! Just have to make sure the chord progression is good and play them tidily. ( wow, i was overjoyed! 20/22 is a great marks. ) =P

I spent almost an hour with him. He taught me some small but essential part of those pieces i played. He said: a small improvement in expression will create a holistic performance for a piece. He asked me to enjoy playing every pieces of mine. He was then left.

So Rockie tidy up all the advices he gave me and taught me another 1 hour. I have got a 2-hours piano class today. From Rockie, I have got to know that Mr David charges rm200 for his 1 hour lesson. And, he is the, if I'm not mistakenly remembered, vice chief examiner of the entire Trinity Guildhall Examination worldwide! I was stunned and I felt so honoured to have him to teach and guide me for an hour.

Hence, I earned rm 268. For the lesson and the book! What a wise choice of mine to accept Rockie's suggestion to go Trinity national Office for the class. ^^ Thanks Rockie.

Back home

Less than an hour, i will start my journey back to Crimson..... Ellhhh!

Intense week for piano practising. NEXT MONDAY IS MY PIANO EXAM! T.T

I declare myself to be grounded for this one whole week!

Don't disturb for whatsoever reason.

Lucky that I have got a 'sun fong che' later. haha. Save me almost 1 hour from my usual bus ride. =)

Till then. Wish me luck!

The deal or no deal participant today is damn unlucky. Till now, still early stage, all the big money gone! But remarkable one, she is pretty! haha..... =P

My passwords

Onine banking? Am I not fated to online banking? Why is it so hard for me to remember my online password??????? HELP ME! WHAT HAS GONE WRONG WITH MY BRAIN????

What a turn off. I thought I can comfortably manage my bank account without going out. But twice already, I have forgotten my password! =.=" Fortunately i still can remember my blogspot password.... If not, I wouldn't be able to update anymore......

I have to call the bank... Shit. 2 banks. =.="

Just hope for a better memory in the future! ^.-

don't ffk without informing!

i was so pissed off on Tuesday! i hate it when people FFK without informing! i even hate it more when that particular person cut off contact at that moment! i DESPISE people who did it REPEATEDLY!

Why is it so difficult to say that you're not coming? I'm the sort of person who will remember what i promised. I promised to meet you that night means i will free my schedule to meet you that night. I want to get the thing done! I have to pass the thing to you. I have already gave in all i can already. I arranged a lot of times for meeting up already...... i have had enough. I won't arrange anymore.

GKS, If you still want the thing, contact me. AND MAKE SURE YOU REALLY TURN UP!

Dylan

Presenting:

Dylan!

I have just received the news that our friend-Saw's english name is Dylan! At first i thought it is pronounced: Dai-Lan(cantonese).... means big cock! I laughed my head off!!! OMG. Sorry Dylan, if you read this... haha. Actually his name is pronounced: Dee-Len....... kakakaka...

p/s: Blame Adrian for this! Don't hunt me down for this Saw! Good luck yeah! hehe

Famous Ipoh Chicken and Bean Sprout! <>!

Adrian, SAw and teong went up to Genting on the saturday.. I couldn't go because of the piano class that's held at 12 noon. >.< But i'm glad to join them in thecrazy Ipoh journey from genting and then back to Subang! They picked me up at my house in Tanjung Malim, then all the way we drove to Ipoh!

after 1 hour ++, we finally reached the Lou Wong Nga Choi Gai! Look at the food! So tempting!

I knew the way that i can actually brought them there... hehe... but then they know the way also.=P

Meet Saw's "good friend", Jesslyn! We get to know here there.... ^^

Another random photo....... We are then departed home at around 11.45pm. And, we reached home at 1.30pm!!!! fortunately the next day is a rest day...... phew...

Kinda crazy to do like this just for food right? we did it!

hehe, actually they did it.... I'm just a follower... haha who cares?

Pre-Birthday Celebration for Teong

Look at this Secret recipe's cake! We choose 12 different flavours slices of cakes to make it one cake! All cheese cake because the birthday boy likes cheese!

One candle for his 20th Birthday!

Still in Transmile Shirt, this was during Friday's lunch break. We have got sufficient time for this.......

At least he shows a bit of gratitude, or else, we will punch him into pieces!

And the great thing is: WE DIDN"T GET TO EAT ANY OF THE CAKE!

we let him bring back home for his one week dessert.. We are damn nice right? I know we are.

=D

TOOLCRIB... ^^

Haha, this is the ballon I made when I was too free in the toolcrib...... haha what a nice week i have over there. Avin actually paste the ballon outside at the counter for everyone. But then Mr Sugu went and burst it. =.=" Of course, we wouldnt dare to say we made it... haha.. Guess what is the ballon made of? scroll down for the answer! haha

Roy waved his hand when I was taking the photo of the toolcrib without me realising.... =P yeah, so that is the toolcrib in Transmile Air!

The answer: Latex Glove. ^^

KEYS!

I got over excited when I have got a car to drop me off at the front of my condominium today! I was so readily brought my parents to shop for my groceries in One Utame Jusco! =P

Here the nightmare comes! After they dropped me off, i took all my things, and i went up to my house. Took a lift of course.

I was so happy that i have already reached home at that moment. I was tired and wanted some sleep. So, i reached at the doorstep. I put down all my things on the floor and i opened up my bag as usual........ I find and find and find. I got panic!

"Where is my keys??!!!" I mumbled in a panic but soft voice. I called my mum right away to check if i have left my keys in the car. Sadly, the response was negative. The keys are in Tg Malim! and i was in PJ by then. Oh Dear. So, i asked them to drive away.

Leaving me there. Looking at the things i brought along. Looking at the empty walkway. Looking at the door that I used to go in. I was totally helpless. Devastated in a way. I called my housemates. Adrian is coming back at the midnight, for which i tought he will be reaching around 6! OMG! WTF! You don't expect me to wait until midnight to get in the house!

Then i texted Wei kai. He is usually coming back at 9pm. And, i got no response. The worst thing is, my phone credit down to RM0.04!!!! I talked to myself: "Shit, how could i expect to go anywhere with this much of things around!" I don't wanna stay here till 9!!!!" It was damn hot at the gangway there. oh Shit! I was sweating! And now i remembered, I locked my room. And i locked my windows as well....... where am I going to sleep these few nights? Do I needa break the lock? All kind of thinking struck into my head.

Nvm. Since the wooden door isn't locked. I opened up the door and started to transfer the groceries into the house. one by one i took them out from plastic bag, going through small confined door grill. Then i put them into the plastic bag again when all the things were transfered into space between the wooden door and grill. i push with all the force i can to move them into the house. And the result, the things blocked the door from closing and my hand is not long enough to push them in! Fuck! I stucked again.

Suddenly i heard a door opening. Thank God! I ran to the auntie, and i asked for a broom. LOL. I don't the auntie and she seemed frightened by me. Haha. I am not that scary I'm sure. Then the uncle came out and I GOT MY BROOM! Quickly, i took it and holding it at the edge of the broom and eventually, without much effort, succeeded in pushing in all the groceries. Phew! When i ran back to return the broom, I got to know that the uncle named Eric. Thanks uncle Eric! haha... Still sweating. How tough luck!

At this moment. My mum called me back. They are turning back!!!! Wow. I told myself. I can go home! I can go home! and come back here with my keys tomorrow! A sigh of relief~~~~~~ What a day! Not forgetting the jacob's wheatmeal that i carry along back to tm.... It's too big that i couldnt squeeze in the grill....... =.=" If only my house is in penang, I will have to call locksmith already.. hehehehe..

so Adrian, don't forget your keys!!!!!!!!!!! Selayang can be easily accessible from Pj, by not penang. Even TM as well..... But, what to do?? haha.....

1st Piano Trial Exam

I FLUNK MY TRIAL EXAM!

Haha, it was an expected result. LOL. I scored 56/100. 9 marks less than the passing mark.
Breakdown:

Technical works: 6/14.
Pieces:
1. Children's Corner: 14/22
2. Adagio in C: 12/22
3. Take the 'A' Train: 16/22
Aural: 2/10
Sight Reading: 6/10

I'm pleased that my sight reading is considerably ok. But the aural part, it shouldn't be that bad... haizz.... technical works, lack of practice. and for the pieces, more practise!

Shit! Gonna get things sorted out! 12th May! I'm coming!

Unfinished CIC!

Sugu:"Staying back today? What time are you all going home?"

*hand showng a sign of 6*

I felt some guilt in my heart. I was and I am sad that I couldn't stay back to help. I am dependant on people to go back home. I can't stay. And today, I'm coming back home for my piano class, my trial exam tomorrow........... Oh dear!

I see into the small confined aft cargo Auxiliary Fuel Tank area. A lot more places to be covered with the bloody CIC(corrosion inhibitor compound)! It's gonna take more than 1 day job. The aircraft is going to delay again. Customer is making noise.

Mr Sugu is under a lot of pressure. As an Engineer in charge, poor him. I think I'm going for the OT on Sunday to give him a hand. Although applying CIC is not a healthy job, it's hazardous! But for him, for the company, and who knows? for my future.

Working on Sunday is sad! I must make full use of tomorrow! I must relax myself. Have just recovered from a bad flu...... Grrrrr!

Abnormality

7.15pm. I was rushing for my bus to go back to TM. Jia Ho has to skip his dinner and settle for a bread.

haha, because of the 'jump-starting' of Peter's car outside the hangar. His car failed to start up because he has forgotten to switch off his light in the morning. Poor him. Fortunately we were still around to push the car for him........ because of that, Ben, Jia Ho and me came out with these 3 numbers: 2889, 7886, 7889 for the 4D. Simply because everyone of us can't remember clearly peter's plate number. haha. Fortunately i didn't buy them! Or else i will lose them.... hahaha, may God bless them....... =P
p/s: thanks ben for sending us to Kelana Jaya LRT station!

7.30pm. The TM-KL express departed on time. I slept soundly in the bus after a tiring working day.

7.45pm. The bus reached somewhere around jalan Duta. Slow moving, because of heavy traffic.

I was awaken by a sudden noise from behind of the bus. With the reluctance of opening the eyes, i opened my eyes a bit, and turned my head to the back. I saw an old Indian fella standing in the middle of the walking lane alng the bus. And he was mumbling! He looked drunk, and a bit scary.
I continued sleeping.

7.50pm. The bus still at the same road.

Once again, he woke me up. now with a louder sound. He slowly walked to the front. Out of sudden, he sat onto the lab of a Malay lady, andshe screamed:"Ahhhh!........." Quickly, she moved herself closer to the person beside her, also a malay lady. For a fraction of second, everyone stunned.

2 Malay guys are then stepped forward and pull the old man up. scolded him:'agak-agaklah! perempuan tu!" When everyone thought the drama is over, the old man stoned just beside the seat of the Malay guy. In a split second, he spitted on him! OMG! What the fuck is that! Disgusting! Awful! The malay guy quickly walked to the driver, requesting for him to stop i think.

He then raised his voice! "saya punya wang!... bla bla bla... ( dunnoe what he talking about)........" *pointing to the door* "masuk! masuk!...." Constantly moving forward. I saw a chinese lady putting all her bags to the seat next to her, avoid the old fella to sit there. That made a funny scene in the midst of chaos... haha. "tidur! tidur!....bla bla bla"" he seemed to know most of the people pretending to be sleeping...... a samrt old ass... lol. The situation was tensed!

7.55pm. The bus approaching Jalan Duta Toll Plaza.

The bus slowed down to the left hand side of the road, and finally came to a halt. From inside of the bus, we all saw a blinking blue light. Yeah, police is just right in front of where my wise driver stopped his bus! When the door is opened, all the ladies in front rushed down and stayed put out there. The driver and the malay guy immediately went to the police.

For the first time in my life, I saw a catch in front of my eyes. The police came up to the bus, locked him, and dragged him into the police car. What a journey! Everyone breathe a sigh of relief...... the normal calm environment restored to the bus. Me? I slept all the way back.......
^^

Should I be considered lucky or unlucky? haha

My Friday

I feel down from a chair yesterday!

I was sitting around the round table in the pantry in Wheels and Brakes workshop, and we were all chatting happily. It was raining out there, and we were all waiting for the clock to strike 6pm which will allow us to go home and enjoy the weekend!

Suddenly, I don't know why am I getting a bit excited to start moving on the chair. I slunt here and there. When I slunted to the left, all of sudden, the chair tilted and the glue disengage! I fell flat on the floor! Damn it, it never happened to me before! So embarrassing! My size is significantly small to have that happens to me. OMG!

The next thing i realised, Senior Tech Hasni stand inside the office next to the see-through glass and laughing at me! Somemore preparinf himself with a camera-phone intended to capture the scene! At no time, the whole room was filled with laughter! I didn't know how to react! Having pain at my shoulders and arms...... I can't feel them for couple of seconds!

I tried to climb up, and finally with the help of Hong Han, I got up..... Thanks Han although you laughed the loudest! damn you haha!

When another half an hour passed, we all signed out. I went to toilet. When I came out from the toilet, I slipped! What happened to me at that particular hour?? Shit! Luckily, my bus didn't bully me, and haha, my bus departed on time and reached TM at 845!

kl-tm-kl-tm-kl----------

This week, again, I have got a direct ride from Subang Airport straight to my doorstep in Tanjung Malim. ^^ the usual2 and a half hours journey has cut down to mere 1 hr and 15 mins. Thanks Adrian.

I am getting even luckier when Teong, said he could send me back here when he is going back to Sitiawan. wahahahaha! the the greater news is: he is going back quite often! thank god.

Taking bus alone isn't that fun. I have to take the LRT from kelana jaya to pasar seni. Then i will have to walk to Puduraya. Always, i have to hasten my speed for me to get 7.30 bus... or else, I will have to wait in the fucked-up bus station for another bloody hour. I hate that place very much!

If, at anytime, the management of the Puduraya read this, i will like to propose to you that:

First, install air-conditioning system in Puduraya. It was so humid and hot standing in the superbly crowded bus station! I don't feel comfortable standing or sitting in it even for another one minute.

Second, improve air ventilating and filtering system in the lower groud floor where all the buses park. Smoke emission is very terrible. It's hazardous to human's health and also, our beloved mother nature. It caused the passengers' clothing to smell bad and also a thick layer of unwanted dust on face!

Third, improve lighting at the lower groud floor. The place was very dark at night due to insufficient lighting. This will certainly endanger all the passenger because the puduraya is very well-known for being a heaven for robbing, snatching and pocket-picking!

Fourth, improve toilet facilities. Toilets are poorly maintained and the inner surroundings aren't comfortable. this will downgrade Malaysia as Puduraya is the major bus hub in Malaysia.

Fifth, install CCTV system throughout Puduraya. This will help to reduce crime rates in Puduraya.

Sixth, prepare more seats in the bus station, as at all time, all the seats are occupied and the passengers are forced to stand and wait.
........

Lots more to go, but it's already 3am, I want a High class Puduraya! At least make it look like KL Sentral! Please!

I want to sleep! ...... Good night!

Oh yeah, breaking news at 11.30pm just now: Hui Wen is getting married! For those who know her...... Iam surprised. I am sure you are, as well......

Till then.

a minute of down

I want to complaint!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not so happy.......

I remembered when i was called a complaint department by a friend of mine. As i typed the phrase up there, i remembered her. It creates a smile on my face.....

One minute ago, i was angry. Now, i felt sweet.

I don't know if she remembers she has ever called me that.

That was years ago...... that was in a normal conversation. i took notice. anytime. anywhere. her presence.

with all these years came by, lots of things changed.

things wasn't what i've been imagining. my career, my living circle....... but they are looking good. they're cool.

As i set my foot in Transmile this Dinosaur's Park, i saw myself with Transmile in the future 11 years. full of imagination... full of possibilities..............

But i missed a lot too. no events, no crowds, no bunch of students, no girls. Life has been such a routine. waking up early in the morning, go to work, come back, swim/badminton, dinner, piano, study abit, sleep. Where are the spices?!

I felt miserable. Especially at this moment. I dontknow why, i just felt a bit of down. I want to go for vacation. vacation. vacation. vacation!


p/s i dont know what are the craps that i have typed. i typed and typed and typed. i need a rest. it's 2am already, i want some sleep..... it's ok if you dont understand, i myself, maybe, cant understand as well..........

evolution of election?

It seemed that the election this year involve a lot of usage of internet!

Just see how creative the DAP is... here

Is it time for a change?

Happy Moments

It was around 10:50pm. Adrian, Wei Kai and me just returned from the our previous house in Subang Mahsing. We were holding a 1.5k cheque received from Mr Wong, our kind landlord. Although it is a small amounts, still we feel very happy for the return of deposits and compensations. haha. The 3 noobs here have got NO EXPERIENCE in depositing the cheque. Just because we have seen before the cheque deposit machine, we went to bank.

"I think is this envelope"
"r u sure?"
"yes, yes, i think it is."

so, we get the envelope and found out only 3 envelopes on the table.

"there are only 3 chances!"
"read the instructions!"
"jaga sikit the money!"
"okok!"

the 3 of us non-stop speaking. Lol. Then I carefully picked up the pen and start writing something on the form. We were even unsure a kl cheque should be put outstation or local cheque in that Subang Terminal 3 Maybank. So, Adrian called and asked his dad and we finally decided on the local cheque column!

"go put in that machine d lah...."

so we kao tim all and put the cheque in, finally. Then we saw a big stake of envelope right above the cheque deposit machine. =.="

(fast forward>>basement parking lot in condo)

"tired lah! but damn happy, the money in d! haha. ^^"
"still have to wait 3 days!"
"wanna sleep d!"

*the elevator's door opened*

Adrian went in, press 3, 3rd floor. Then i turned again, he pressed 4,5,6.

"there is a cctv behind!",wei kai kinda shouted out.

Then, i went and pressed 7,8,9,10,...=P thinking that no more people will use the lift at this time. hahaha

*the lift went up to G, lift doors opened*

We saw a couple and an Indian fella coming in....... They were stunned looking at the control board! I saw Adrain looking down, abnormally(he stands in front of the board!), Wei Kai turned back facing the wall, and i looked down. All controlling hard to avoid burst into laughter.

The Indian fella press 2 and then chow d, after that fella gone. The men (the couple), said sarcastically:" There must be around ten people in this lift!" That fella press 11! that means each of the floor the lift will stop and doors will open........ =P

I straight away cannot tahan and turned back, laughed a bit by a bit.. controlling, if u noe what i mean....... Wei Kai doing the same thing as well......

it was like taking ages to reach the 3rd floor! the moment it reaches 3rd floor, we ran out with really loud laughter until we reach home! really really loud! Omg, it was so embarassing yet, we were so happy!

vote for me here!

弟子规－读后感言

弟子规

当我第一次听到我姐说的时候，我还已为是＂地子亏＇。我顿时不明白她在说什么。然而她说那一门科目，是的，现在那是一门科目，不仅对小孩，对成人及青年都非常惯用。结果，隔天她就从学校那了一本弟子规回来给我。

那小小的一本书原本都吸引不了我。但是由于我姐姐强力推荐，我也就读了。话毕，不用一个小时我就把整本书给消化了。

其中，＇信＇是最引我注意的。

信，讲究的是信用。任何说话都得有根据。有向好看齐，见恶反省的劝告。这不禁让我想起现今社会上喜欢信口开河的人，不管是给予人的答应，或者是四处传播不实的传言。这些皆对被答应的或者是对被攻击的一方非常的不公平。所谓人言可谓，一传十，十传百，谣言也变事实了。这叫那无辜的当事人怎么洗也洗不掉那让别人沾在身上的黑点了。试问，当这情况发生在你身上时你又会有怎样的一个心态呢？

虽然说有一部分已经被时代给淘汰了，但这里面还有很多很多是非常珍贵的。这本书能广受承认一定有它的理由。就因为它切实又实际，里头说的全部都能够由自己内心掌控的。不需花一分一毛。

说时易，做时难。我不晓得我能不能实践里头所说的一切。但我相信只要按步就班，我总会开窍。

李毓秀的心血就让我们这后辈去领悟及发扬吧。

time tickles away......

I'm feeling a bit of dizziness...... some unconciousness..... oh.. damn.

My holidays is going to finish very very soon. I don't really feel like going back to work, but if I don't go back there, I have got nothing to do here also...... Kinda contradicting right? I know I am. haha

I have slept well these few days.. almost everyday, i slept until 12pm or 1 pm. This is the most blessed moment of all.... to wake up naturally... haha

Oh yeah, about my CNY celebration, please visit this well illustrated blog of my cousin : reening

It has got something to do with my celebration because basically we are celebrating in the same house. I didn't know my house was that nice to be captured from the angle he took the picture......

Oh yeah, I will soon update my blog with the Di Zi Gui's review....

Till then!

弟 子 规

总　叙

弟子规　圣人训　首孝弟　次谨信

泛爱众　而亲仁　有余力　则学文

入 则 孝

父母呼　应勿缓　父母命　行勿懒

父母教　须敬听　父母责　须顺承

冬则温　夏则凊　晨则省　昏则定

出必告　反必面　居有常　业无变

事虽小　勿擅为　苟擅为　子道亏

物虽小　勿私藏　苟私藏　亲心伤

亲所好　力为具　亲所恶　谨为去

身有伤　贻亲忧　德有伤　贻亲羞

亲爱我　孝何难　亲憎我　孝方贤

亲有过　谏使更　怡吾色　柔吾声

谏不入　悦复谏　号泣随　挞无怨

亲有疾　药先尝　昼夜侍　不离床

丧三年　常悲咽　居处变　酒肉绝

丧尽礼　祭尽诚　事死者　如事生

出 则 弟

兄道友　弟道恭　兄弟睦　孝在中

财物轻　怨何生　言语忍　忿自泯

或饮食　或坐走　长者先　幼者后

长呼人　即代叫　人不在　己即到

称尊长　勿呼名　对尊长　勿见能

路遇长　疾趋揖　长无言　退恭立

骑下马　乘下车　过犹待　百步余

长者立　幼勿坐　长者坐　命乃坐

尊长前　声要低　低不闻　却非宜

进必趋　退必迟　问起对　视勿移

事诸父　如事父　事诸兄　如事兄

谨

朝起早　夜眠迟　老易至　惜此时

晨必盥　兼漱口　便溺回　辄净手

冠必正　纽必结　袜与履　俱紧切

置冠服　有定位　勿乱顿　致污秽

衣贵洁　不贵华　上循分　下称家

对饮食　勿拣择　食适可　勿过则

年方少　勿饮酒　饮酒醉　最为丑

步从容　立端正　揖深圆　拜恭敬

勿践阈　勿跛倚　勿箕踞　勿摇髀

缓揭帘　勿有声　宽转弯　勿触棱

执虚器　如执盈　入虚室　如有人

事勿忙　忙多错　勿畏难　勿轻略

斗闹场　绝勿近　邪僻事　绝勿问

将入门　问孰存　将上堂　声必扬

人问谁　对以名　吾与我　不分明

用人物　须明求　倘不问　即为偷

借人物　及时还　后有急　借不难

信

凡出言　信为先　诈与妄　奚可焉

话说多　不如少　惟其是　勿佞巧

奸巧语　秽污词　市井气　切戒之

见未真　勿轻言　知未的　勿轻传

事非宜　勿轻诺　苟轻诺　进退错

凡道字　重且舒　勿急疾　勿模糊

彼说长　此说短　不关己　莫闲管

见人善　即思齐　纵去远　以渐跻

见人恶　即内省　有则改　无加警

唯德学　唯才艺　不如人　当自砺

若衣服　若饮食　不如人　勿生戚

闻过怒　闻誉乐　损友来　益友却

闻誉恐　闻过欣　直谅士　渐相亲

无心非　名为错　有心非　名为恶

过能改　归于无　倘掩饰　增一辜

泛 爱 众

凡是人　皆须爱　天同覆　地同载

行高者　名自高　人所重　非貌高

才大者　望自大　人所服　非言大

己有能　勿自私　人所能　勿轻訾

勿谄富　勿骄贫　勿厌故　勿喜新

人不闲　勿事搅　人不安　勿话扰

人有短　切莫揭　人有私　切莫说

道人善　即是善　人知之　愈思勉

扬人恶　即是恶　疾之甚　祸且作

善相劝　德皆建　过不规　道两亏

凡取与　贵分晓　与宜多　取宜少

将加人　先问己　己不欲　即速已

恩欲报　怨欲忘　报怨短　报恩长

待婢仆　身贵端　虽贵端　慈而宽

势服人　心不然　理服人　方无言

亲 仁

同是人　类不齐　流俗众　仁者希

果仁者　人多畏　言不讳　色不媚

能亲仁　无限好　德日进　过日少

不亲仁　无限害　小人进　百事坏

余 力 学 文

不力行　但学文　长浮华　成何人

但力行　不学文　任己见　昧理真

读书法　有三到　心眼口　信皆要

方读此　勿慕彼　此未终　彼勿起

宽为限　紧用功　工夫到　滞塞通

心有疑　随札记　就人问　求确义

房室清　墙壁净　几案洁　笔砚正

墨磨偏　心不端　字不敬　心先病

列典籍　有定处　读看毕　还原处

虽有急　卷束齐　有缺坏　就补之

非圣书　屏勿视　蔽聪明　坏心志

勿自暴　勿自弃　圣与贤　可驯致

命自我作 福自我求

心好命又好 富贵直到老

命好心不好 福变为祸兆

心好命不好 祸转为福报

心命俱不好 遭殃且贫夭

心可挽乎命 最要存仁道

命实造於心 吉凶惟人召

信命不修心 阴阳恐虚矫

修心一听命 天地自相保

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The election

Malaysian Parliament was dissolved yesterday. The statement that our PM gave the day before was a lie. "A normal cabinet meeting will be conducted tomorrow and parliament won't be dissolved", this statement was published on the 12th Feb over major newspaper in Malaysia. A myth in my head: why the heck should he lied?



Well, that's none of my business anyways... Just felt a bit of upset. Maybe I'm not a political person, I don't know what kind of brain they are having. Perhaps they are looking at things from a different perspective than most of us? The normal naive person?



There is another myth: why is our PM choosed to dissolved te parliament when so many disadvantageous news arosen? The Lingam's case which indirectly points to the deterioration of the judiciary system's independence has caused a certain amount of votes to go away from BN already..... And then the HINDRAF... a lot a lot.... maybe the politician mind is different? or they are scared of outburst of more disadvantageous news?I don';t know.... haha, I'm not a politician. I'm just an unqualified voter... Underage.. haha

I'm awaiting the war of posters and banners! HAHHAHAHA

They are so gonna mess up the town!

Gong Xi Fa Cai

My friends came over to my place at around 11:40 pm. Every time also like that that it became a norm for them to visit my house this late, haha.... too bad that playing the piano this late will disturb neighbours.... can't fulfill their wish..... =P

A not-too-bad year for me. I won around Rm7 just now playing cards with them. It was fun though it wasn't right to gamble but fuck it, it's new year! so, who cares? This is one thing that Chinese can't eliminate, gambling........ Actually gambling isn;t any of the heavy criminals, it doesn;t do any harm to anybody except the person who gamble him/herself. Hence sometimes i don't see the point why some people is so against gambler. The person who gamble should be wise enough to judge him/herself whether or not he/she should gamble. What they do is their responsibilities. What a thrid-party member can do is only to give guidance and advice, the others are all depending on the will, awareness and maturity of the gambler. is it fair enough to say it like this??

there is a proverb in cantonese: light gambling brings fun, obsessive gambling brings bankruptcy..

I am actually against the obsessive gambling. I couldn't see the reason why people willing to pay out their pay cheque to the gambling table. Statistics, has been used wisely by the banker to ensure a gambling table wins. the chinese saying: in 10 games, 9 are losses isn;t coming from nowhere....

As a social gambler, i am annoyed by those people who cease their family responsibility just to fulfill their desire for gambling. i wonder how a dead gambling table manage to tie some of the people around it for their whole life, even after bankruptcy. ....

anyway, this is new year........ it wouldn;t be right for me to complaint too much.... haha..... happy Lunar new Year everyone! gong xi fa cai!

Lust.Caution.

Hoho... I have got myself a new home in Ara Damansara. It's a condominium. Although rental rather expensive, but can void traffic jam and with all the facilities, it's worth the price. February, a totally different lifestyle already.

I have just watched the uncensored "Lust.Caution".

My feeling:

• does the assasination serve any purpose?
• manipulation of woman? no doubt, a brilliant tactic, but the hurt incurred, infinity.
• are there no other way to retrieve liberty except the method used?
• are they even educated enough to perform those kind of stupid yet not productive assasination?
• indeed, a very touching sense of loyalty to the country.
• cruelty of human..... sacrifice the others for their own vision?
• marriage, a product of love?

i wonder, what made the actor and actress sacrifice so much for the movie. But, those scenes are essential in carrying out the whole movie. really.

My days, after exam

A real stressful months has gone....... *sigh of relief*

I don't know if this applied to all my other colleagues, but this was really how i feel before passing the internal assessment. A group 3 has been created to take in people who is inferior to the 75% passing marks for 2 consecutive times. And the result, for TAE, 7 out of 14 passed. I'm glad that I'm one of them. =)

But it was really disheartening to hear this from Mr Low: I am a little bit surprised on you, you didn't did it up to our expectation.

My god, I have already tried my best, and I am actually receiving this comment from my instructor. But it's ok, it's some good pressure on me, maybe I should try much harder next time?

I bet you couldn't imagine my happiness when the result was announced the other day... this is really important for me... I want to stay in group 2!

well, waived away the internal assessment, here comes the real EASA examination on the 24th of MArch.... The whole of the last week of March is being marked down as the exam date... so, yeah, gonna go through another hell type of life again.. how pathetic? but, thats a must, to ensure my path is paved nicely......

We managed to have some fun for the day right after the exam on tuesday. We went for Chicken Buffet in Sunway Pyramid. Amilian took a lot of photos.... but i couldn't get from her.... What to do, my phone is still the lousy L7. The buffet isn't that nice, the food was only average, but we can all we can, so thats really satisfying. Quite worth it for rm19. Eating is fun.

The next day, The ONE UTAMA trip. We went there for movie. Actually our initial plan was to watch Gabrielle, but, due to some circumstances, haha, we landed in GSC Hall 3 for Cloverfield. That was really an EXTRAORDINARY movie!

Can you imagine watching a camcorder in the cinema? My god, that made us feel dizzy. Maybe that's a new style of filming a film, but i cannot accept it. For me, that's a really lousy method. It made the whole movie looked silly and low class. The story wasn't narrated well enough. A lot of things left unexplained. And what we were seeing was the "running away" process of the people in phobia. I can see people walking out from the cinema half way through. I can see people have those kind of vomiting action because of the 'newage' filming method. There was no ending for the movie. everyone was anticipating something else when the movie stop, and everyone was left stunt with a big 'O' mouth when the lights were turned on. No one actually moved. I could hear some sarcastic hand clapping..... Oh dear. A THX movie. A real disappointment. If I were to rate this movie, I will give it a 2, out of 10. The director Mat Steeve, will never ever get any visit from me to his movies.

Everybody complaint after watching the movie, and you know what happen to the one who bought the ticket.... haha......

Watching drama series at home is even more entertaining than going for the stupid Cloverfield.
It costs me rm11 to watch that show. Gosh!

p/s: ahchao: happy birthday! (17th Jan)