a minute of down

I want to complaint!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not so happy.......

I remembered when i was called a complaint department by a friend of mine. As i typed the phrase up there, i remembered her. It creates a smile on my face.....

One minute ago, i was angry. Now, i felt sweet.

I don't know if she remembers she has ever called me that.

That was years ago...... that was in a normal conversation. i took notice. anytime. anywhere. her presence.

with all these years came by, lots of things changed.

things wasn't what i've been imagining. my career, my living circle....... but they are looking good. they're cool.

As i set my foot in Transmile this Dinosaur's Park, i saw myself with Transmile in the future 11 years. full of imagination... full of possibilities..............

But i missed a lot too. no events, no crowds, no bunch of students, no girls. Life has been such a routine. waking up early in the morning, go to work, come back, swim/badminton, dinner, piano, study abit, sleep. Where are the spices?!

I felt miserable. Especially at this moment. I dontknow why, i just felt a bit of down. I want to go for vacation. vacation. vacation. vacation!


p/s i dont know what are the craps that i have typed. i typed and typed and typed. i need a rest. it's 2am already, i want some sleep..... it's ok if you dont understand, i myself, maybe, cant understand as well..........