成绩

看了好多成绩放榜的消息。突然回想起当时领成绩紧张的心情。那已经是4年前的事了！

现在思考起来，拿再好的成绩又会怎么样呢？固然，那天的那一张成绩单给了我好多好多的机会。我本身也因此尝试了好多好多的东西。别人看了会说很了不起，自己也有一些自豪。但，日子也是平凡的度过。那几个甲等在生活上并不能给予很大的帮助，生活中得继续的努力下去。

转回头，我发现了自己没有真正的享受每一段生涯中的一切。我放弃了好多很好的机会，错失了好一些应有的回忆。然而，现在我学会了珍惜。珍惜眼前的每一幕。以前我就只认为学业最重要，其他的都是次等，结果就将专注力全给了学业，身边的事境都被忽略了。虽然说我参加了好几样课外活动、钢琴班、各种大大小小的比赛等等等的东西，但全都是为了我的毕业证书加分。的确，当中我学了好多东西，也得谢谢我那怕输的心态。这些一切一切皆给了我好宝贵的人生经验，教导了我怎么去面对挫折、忧虑、困难以及胜利。

走路上学的当儿，我都会抬起头望天空，转头望向树叶，享受鸟儿的歌唱。我学会了放慢脚步，放宽视线。。。偶尔停顿一下，倾听四周的倾诉。所谓的美好，其实都在咱们面前，只是被忙碌给“匆”走了。

这么一个改变是因为我知道我不甘心我以后所想起的就只有忙碌两个字。我需要生活的点缀。体验生活和明白生活的意义真的是人生一大哲学。。。

Bata

I had just been through a brain-draining one hour in the room with my book. My exam is on the day after tomorrow. All is well for now. It's looking good.

I cycled to The Pines again this afternoon with CK and Shals. Covered around 15km I guess. This is the highlight of the day: I found BATA shoes there! Many people will say BATA= buy and throw away but, BATA works pretty well for me. I think it is value for money. Cheap, comfortable and durable! Finally, I have got my old Bata shoe replaced with a new Bata shoe.. hahaha.

We had to rush back from The Pines at around 630pm. End of day light was approaching and CK's bike isn't equipped with Night rating. It's illegal to ride a bike without light at night here.

I wonder how much ang paus my mum had already collected for me. haha. =P

新年快乐！

新年了！又到了新的一年。而今年，不像往年般在家里庆祝，而是在离家千里之外的一个陌生地方。新年气氛少了，新年气象更不必说。然而，有一班朋友在一起，寂寞也少了。想家是必然的但也得适应。就在昨天我飞上了天，看着一朵朵的云在机边飘过，越过一个又一个的山丘。往西边看去一望无际的绿草地，往东边看去一望无际的海洋，我心里有了感触。在当初的犹豫不决我是否应该过来，如今心里已有了个答案。我知道那抉择是对的！心里想着：要是我没做出当初的决定，在我眼前的会是这一般风景吗？从上往下看，世界真的是那么的渺小。

飞到海拔6000尺以上，云朵已不是那么的高高在上而是像棉花般轻盈的漂浮在身旁。它就像一张棉被般的隔离了地面与蓝天。他也给了我一种“我跌下去也不怕”的感觉。那么的柔软。飞着飞着，心里的感觉也越来越浓郁。神奇的机器就只靠着一对翅膀就能很稳定的飞在天上。

要感谢上天，感谢父母，感谢家人与朋友对我的支持让我有勇气做出这个决定。大家的宽容心我无从回报！请允许我在这新的一年里，对我自己做出一个承诺。我会竭尽我所能成为一个飞机师，让你们能引以为荣。祝愿大家新年快乐！恭喜发财！

p/s: 今年有没有红包呢？haha

恭喜！

I had a few cups of awesome chinese tea yesterday. It has been so long since i tasted one. I remember Kai Ren once said: 饭后一杯茶，人生一大享受！which i agree very much! Yaya, I admit I am a China man.. but i like that very much. I like very chinese-ee dishes like steam fishes, seafood, green vegetable etc etc. I like white rice too.. I am going to miss chinese new year eve dinner this time. That is the time of the year which should be most anticipated for where everyone gather together and have reunion dinner.

Hmmm.. We got some yu sang here. Thanks to andy. haha. i think we will probably feel more like Chinese New year with those yu sang.. Let's celebrate!

恭喜恭喜恭喜你啊！

恭喜恭喜恭喜你！

Is it tireness or merely laziness?

piles of things are pending for my attention but my brain is blank at the moment. I have to get started man. Give me some motivation.

30th january 2010

the last day of january 2010 is approaching. a month, is really that short. it was not too long ago when we were watching the fireworks for the new year celebration. and now, almost 8%of 2010 has gone... time passed so fast, i hope miy training goes as fast. =) am anticipating for my first navigation exercise. cross country. yay! i have calculated today, there would be no more than 20 dual flight until my i get my cpl... the rest of it would be my command time. I'm really really looking forward to long haul navigation flight. although i know it will be very tiring and that also means pain to my ears. apparently my headset isn't good enough to attenuate all the noise. who can sponsor me a new headset?

GFPT

Andy and Bashir are "band-hero"ing... my throat is tired after singing so many songs... LOL and failed some of the songs. =.=" My voice is changing... haha

Great fun. More people were supposed to be here, but due to the deterioration of weather ie thunderstorm they didn't make it here.

was awake since 3:50am. been through one whole tiring and scary but happy day! I have passed my GFPT! that is something to be bragged about i think. at least the first license in aviation. haha. I got one golden wing on my uniform now! hehe...

Didn't really celebrate it. Had one simple dinner at kfc with friends after cycling... and that's about it for today.

It's reaching the peak of the summer now. The day gets shorter and the morning is a little bit cooler. It's HOT! oh dear.

I am now anticipating for the upcoming autumn where the temperature will be much lower. I shall see what's the difference. I haven't been in autumn before. 4 seasons, i have tried 2. another 2 are yet to come.

Away from home for chinese new year this year. It would be a very different one i think. In less than a month time. All the cookies and stuffs aren't here. There is no indication that cny is approaching. Unlike in Malaysia. However, I still put CNY song as my ring tone. haha. remind myself of the upcoming cny. LOL.

It had been so long since i last buried my head into a book. I am doing it now. and tomorrow. and another 2 more days.

Next week is a BIG week. I hope everything will go well. I believe it will. =D

Un-prepared flight

11:45 i was playing flight simulator with the half-spoiled rudder controller in school, being unable to control the aircraft satisfactorily, it somehow made me sick of the thing, a little bit of airsick feeling. i tried to calibrate the controller but failed.

12:15 still at the flight sim computer trying to figure out what could be done. suddenly Andy(the instructor) came to me and asked me to fly. stunned. flying? My flight was actually cancelled because the original instructor fell sick and it was supposed to be 4pm. and I was required to fly at 1.00pm. with 45 mins left, everything was somehow rushed. as I said, i was feeling a bit dizzy and doesn't feel like flying, somehow my instinct pushed me to it and asked me to fly, so I flew.

12:30 got load sheet and flight plan done. entered the briefing room for Prec Search short briefing.

12:45 pre-flight.

1:00 signed the dispatch and off I go.

Had a good flight today despite some hiccups here and there. Going solo again tomorrow! =)

一个人

四点多，知道明天是假日，家里一个人也没有。无所事事。毅然换了衣服，背着书包，装着水壶，带了头盔，搽了防晒霜，拿了钥匙就骑着脚踏车出游了！没去向，结果就往南部去了。

沿着海边，轮子转在石路上，迎面而来的风顿时让我轻松下来。蓝一般的海水触及浅色的天。礁石似盾般的强硬，抵挡海浪一次又一次的攻击。浪花击溅！多漂亮。

雄伟的Q1大厦耸立在在那远处一方，鹤立鸡群。但与碧海蓝天相比之下，再雄伟的他也会变得渺小无比。轮子继续奔走。。。

星期天，海边满满的都是人。一家大小出游的时间。好多好多的小孩在沙滩上奔跑，露出无邪可爱的笑容。多么灿烂！当眼神与行人们交触时不是一句问好就是一个微笑。去向还没定下，我继续走。。

一踩也就踩过了一些我熟悉的地方。之后的路皆一窍不通。我跟着心情抉择了去处。我往山上踩去。斜坡换来了腿上的‘累’水。我看见了灯塔，也见到了许愿池。环境的优美不在话下。心里好平静好平静。一个人也是一种另类的享受。