Wish list

My birthday is on 7th November, haha, here is my wish list for my birthday:

• Clear First Solo
• Clear PPL test

These 2 are must have for my birthday, anything more than that would be bonus!!! =)

起头

万事起头难，在这开始的当儿，我必须不断地给自己勉励，

让自己坚强以及正面的去迎接每一项任务。继续努力吧，孩子！

祝你我都好运！哈哈

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It's friday night. but,

PPL test is near. To bury my head to the books. To prepare myself for a better flight. To overcome my shortcomings. To put everything together. To roar in the sky!

Cb and Ns

Dark clouds everywhere... or should i address them as cumulonimbus(Cb)? nimbostratus(Ns)? It's not important. disregard.

The significance of the clouds are that they hindered us from flying. Our flights have been cancelled the whole week through. Unsure about tomorrow, I'm scheduled to fly, hopefully the weather will be fine tomorrow.

If i wake up tomorrow morning with the c172 engine roaring, then i can anticipate my flights. If not, it's just too bad.

I have a few expectation for my flight tomorrow from myself. I have a checklist myself which I shal sign it off myself if I have accomplished that. Haha, it's an imaginery one though. I have been training my mind to set that for myself. And also, I have repeatedly told myself to do that.... I believe my mind had already absorbed that and will do it just so naturally for the next flight. =)

... it's about time for circuit practise at the beach again....

我。。。。想

应该是睡觉的时间了，可我还是坐在这里。听着戴佩妮的歌曲，一位我好喜欢的歌手。

脑中浮现了许许多多的东西，并不能一一细数。一些是激励自己的话，一些是无厘头想法，有一些则是幻想，观望未来。

我在往我自己心里挖，是要挖出几年前那一种自信心。信心是有，只是比起数年前明显是少了。我要将它摆出来，秀出来，那无敌的自信！

我要发放正能量！更吸收正能量！

一切是那么的美好！

耳机还在播放着戴佩妮的歌。。。 陶醉其中。。。。

my brilliant mind

my mind runs wild.

it made me think of something interesting and exciting!

mind is the greatest power of all and i shall believe what i saw in my mind just now!! haha

Empty.

Empty.

Empty.

I feel so empty in this empty Sunday afternoon.

..

I didn't plan to sleep just now but i was dead on bed for at least 3 hours.... Maybe i didn't realise that I myself is so tired.

Now I am wide awaken. My stomach is yelling at me for food! Can't wait for the dinner tonight. haha, they are cooking... I am just sitting here and wait because it's not my turn to cook, yea, we take turn to cook.=)

just now i went inside the bath tub again. I took a hot bath but the thing is, when I submerge myself into the hot water, the sweat starts trickling down my face! I was like thinking what the hell? I forgot that the weather is changing... now it's so near to summer already, spring is slowly fading away... It made me feel like Malaysia where i will sweat whenever I walk out side the house. I can't sweat the same amount here, could hardly have any sweat even if I'm jogging.

I smell food. It smells good. Another 20 minutes to go I think before I can have them.

*patiently waiting*

a gift

I have been given a gift. A gift that is wanted by so many people. Yet, it seems so far away from me. Have you heard of "the Journey to The West"? It's something like that. You are guaranteed of something so valuable in front of you if you can fulfill whatever it takes to get there.

what does it take??


effort cannot be less. as the effort is being monitored, effortless? axed, your chance is over.

confidence must be there. without confidence where come the determination to continue unwrapping?

determination of course. it is something that keeps you going..

believing. have to believe that the present is actually there to be grabbed if you succeed.

health. so that it doesn't obstruct you from moving forward.

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I have planted the seed. I have to take care and i gave all out to monitor the growth of it. I am anticipating for the first leave of the tree next week. Extra green if it needs to be.*if you understand what am I talking about* haha

It is my sleeping time. yes, 2015. early rite? to wake up at 0430 tomorrow.

脚印

人生总留下许许多多的脚印。尽管那脚印是多么的深，就如沙滩上的，隔一天那脚步印就消失得无影无踪了。

回忆呢？

用心留下的，我相信都会铭记于心，要褪色也得看主人愿不愿意放手。

但是印象深刻但不刻意留存的，我相信会被时间冲淡。时间就像海水冲上海岸，海水犹如一片布，擦掉所有岸上沙滩的涂鸦。恢复平白的沙滩又是时候接受新的画面了。。。。

在进入二十岁的尾端，经历了不少也不会多的事情。人生转折了好几次。增添了不少人生经验，学会了少许的人情世故。而那些回忆，有些已变得十分模糊。。。我用心记下好多美好记忆，一些偷偷地溜走的当儿又被我手擒回来。我相信有好多好多事是值得我保存的。。。。

我张开口，吸了一大口气。海边的风带着轻微的咸味从我的舌头上奔跑，也轻抚我耳朵。同时也带走了那深深的感触。。。

hail

It's the first time I have seen hail.. It was like rocks falling down from the sky. Hopefully there is no people walking out there, or else, May God bless them. It wasn't long, lasted for about 5 minutes only. I didn't make an attempt to go out and touch it, which I should have done. Well, I think it won't be long until i see another round of hail. =)

I checked out news just now. The freaking Aussie Dollar rised until rm 3.13 already! Hope it will go down or else I am going to suffer. =.=""

Been to some blogs and stuffs. I read. Some people are not very sensitive with words. Words do hurt. It might not be intentional, but unintentional words appear to be more hurtful sometimes. I am trying to take care of my words.. haha

I think I will try cooking 宫保鸡丁later. haha. Hope it tastes ok..... cooking soon... =) bye

Movie World

it was Dan's birthday.. Happy birthday Dan... Hope you were happy!

Yea, we went to the Warners Bros. Movie World.. I saw Shrek, Scoobie-Doo, Batman and Superman inside... Really an eye-opener for a kampung boy like me.. haha. I have only been to Sunway Lagoon and Genting Theme park. And frankly speaking, they are no fight to this one... and this isn't the best park in Australia. I wonder what the so-called Australia's largest theme park has to offer.

Anyway, i don't think I am going to that theme park as i have got myself a nearly a year unlimited entry to this Movie world and it's associate themeparks for AUD 99.95... hehe.. I was thinking we might not be able to get it as the offer is opened for Queensland residents only, I was in doubt of our status as a student here.. Thank God that we are granted permission to get the pass.. hahaa, at least there is some place where i can scream all i want when i feel like doing so for the next one year...

for a student like me, without excess money, that's the best thing I can do to at least let myself relax abit... I wonder what would be the feeling of going to a theme park alone, maybe i should try it out sometimes.. *blink* damn pathetic right if i have to go there alone? but i should try.. the only thing is the bus ride which will take me an hour and a half from my house. Through and fro would cost only less than AUD 5.. Kinda cheap actually because the concession price we have =)..

Gonna rock another 2 parks soon since we have already paid for the entry by paying for the VIP pass... hehe. i will long for that one..

Good day!

an update

It's near to one month since I am here in Gold Coast. Time flies. It really flies. And I haven't found myself to be part of the community here yet. I feel like I'm a tourist.. LOL





Allowance is in today. Not a lot. Just enough for a basic basic life. My cooking skills got brushed up by a little already since i moved here. Have to cook every day.. =.="" but somehow cooking is fun.. but it's time consuming.. Maybe i can cook you a good meal when I am back in Malaysia.. haha. I fried Bee Hoon this afternoon..

This was what I had for my lunch today... It tastes not bad, seriously.. haha

Got abit sleepy now... maybe i wil just grab a little quick nap.. Cheers!

Australia's Moon

It's dark out there. and it was mooncake festival night. The Moon was so nice, round and bright up there. It brightened the whole beach.

I smelled salt. The waves were rushing to the beach. One is higher than the other. They come nearer and nearer to me as i stood distance away from the water.... The sound of the wave hitting the sand is soothing yet lonely. i looked out. There is literally noone at the beach. There is only me standing there, alone.

I took off my slippers. My feet were on the sand. It was cold but it was powdery. It's so fine that it felt like putting my feet in talcum powder. I felt blessed to be able to walk on this piece of land. I looked again at the moon. Then I looked at myself. Being alone during mooncake festival isn't too bad. Maybe I will start to miss home another few more weeks or months? Maybe not? or maybe few days from now?

The wind blowed on my face. My thin jacket somehow managed to keep me warm. It was not as cold as what i thought it would before i came here.

I stood there and embraced the ocean in front of me and of course, the full moon.

p/s: have i told u that the beach is just at the back of my house?? haha

below are some of my photos captured by my "so-so" phone.... enjoy!

^^^^ my house ^^^^^

in the center

^^^ this is my room^^^

I took the video standing behind my house, the wind was strong that my t-shirt flapped not stop.. :-)

Happy Mooncake Festival peeps! till then.