月。moon.

月亮挂在高空中明亮的，耀眼的闪亮着。可又有谁能清楚地看到他脸上的疮疤和背后的创伤呢？

It is to the envious of the million things on earth that the moon is shining so brightly and beautifully in the sky. But, who can clearly see the scars on his face and what he is struggling from?

我要快乐!

时常听说：“享受当下！”

然而，又有多少个人能真正做到这一个。说来容易，做起来呢？

顾虑，把我们给重重的包围着。烦恼，更时常与我们为伴。快乐，到哪儿去了呢？

目标，是一个我们设定的目的地，原因是我们认为它能为我们带来快乐。就这样，很多时候，
当我们达不到我们的目标时，我们就很铁定的人为我们是很不快乐。从而失去了达到目标过程中的美好。

往往，为了快乐，我们得到了不快乐。

可是，吊儿郎当的人虽被说为不长进，但他们却时常与快乐为伍啊！

今天，我看见了星报的一篇报道，准确来说，一片意见。是关于一个母亲对儿女参加课外活动的意见。他说：孩子们不应该放心思与课余活动，应该全神贯注的念书。玩乐不应该被排在孩子们的时间表里。

为什么？为什么连仅存的快乐也要被夺走？读书是一份苦差，轻松一下有罪吗?

此时此刻,脑力也只有张惠美的那一首"我要快乐"了.

我深深地希望, 快乐能冲破顾虑与烦恼的重重围墙, 永远的守护着我们!

Gin

I tried one-eighth of a cup of undiluted dry gin. I felt the heat. It's burning inside out. The taste wasn't desired for. The overwhelmed taste of gin was unbearable. I'd prefer it to be diluted with POP. They make a good combination.

To some extent, we want truth to be told to us. Most of the time, truth does hurt. As comparable to the pure gin, overly truthful made it hard for one to digest and accept. A proper dilution would make the whole thing enjoyable.

Is bar tender a good person to tell the truth?

My NIU year

The noise is gone. Peace strikes in. I don't like this feeling. It made me feel like the CNY has gone. I like people's noise! I miss the laughter. Although it's abit warm when all of us gathered around, but the fun is there. I'll definately long for the next CNY. Anticipating for a greater celebration of CNY. I'll try to upload some CNY photos soon. Oh yeah, this year we have taken some family pictures, never in the past did we do that. Kinda a new thing for cny, a good practice to keep..... Have been busy these few days, have to get some good sleep.

The 101 reminds me of my grade 6 piano score....... T_T

100

This is my 100th post. What should I feel? Normal? Excited? I'm impressed by the figure, the fact that I've published 100 articles but then I'm not having a different feeling. Just the figure appeared to be a little bit .... catchy.

I like the figure. 100.

It means perfection. 100% is what everyone is looking forward to. An impressive figure.

It means wisdom. When one reaches the age of 100......

It means wealth. You feel rich when there are several pieces of purple colours notes in your wallet.

It means bacteria-free. 100 degree C water keeps bacs away from us.

It means joy. The moment a cold can of 100 plus is poured into the throat after an exercise.

It means motivation. Imagining the 100m race track is in front of you....

My B2 choice

It's a difficult decision. Especially when i don't know what the decision will lead me to. My decision might be altered by the top people. When i have choosen one, they might give me the other one. Life is tough with decisions. We are asked to give our preference, with a condition, the final discretion remain with the management. I'd rather the management makes the decision without involving us. I will then never need to crack my head over this stuff.

B1? or B2?

I have made my preference to B2, a group of 8 instead of B1, a group of 19. The final list will come out in 2 weeks time. Argh.
.......

I had a magnificent experience for my first time visit to MPO yesterday night. I think i will visit it again. i shall buy myself a coat.

My neck starts to ache. I think I'd better go and sleep now...

I'm a blue-collar worker

YES, I'M A BLUE-COLLAR WORKER.

I hold spanar. I use strength when I work. I have dirty hands all the time. I see screws, bolts, nuts etc. I wear dirty pants and shirts. Cuts have never failed to show their existence on my hands. Bruises some times. My hair get stiffened whenever I am carelessly laid my head to the skin of the airplanes coated with a substantial amount of Corrosion Inhibiting Compound. It left an unwashable mark on my tee when I carelessly touched my body to the undried sealant that has just been applied. The stinks of grease stays with me when it fell on me during the application. i have to bear the itch when i worked with the fibreglass panels and that itch stays for few days. Fuel too will stink my hair whenever i climbed in to do some repair.

Never once before this that i think I will do this job. Years before, I looked down at the blue-collar profession. And what my mum said was: Study hard and you don't have to do all those "hard" kind of job when you grow up. Years later, I studied real hard and got crowned the best student award in my high school. Yet, I am doing that.

My perception towards blue-collars changed drastically after my enrolment in this programme. From feeling disgusted, now i pay my respects to them. Blue-collars job isn't just about strength but it's about the skills they possessed. Your car can't be running without defects if these people absent from the earth. Your broken television can't be repaired. Your house can't be built. They play important roles in the society. I'm truly impressed that they could do lots of things in short period of time. You'll never know until you're doing what they're doing. Their skills can't be rivaled. Me? I'm still long ways to go in order to master those skills before land myself as an engineer in the future.

The day i accepted the offer, I knew it's going to be tough. My studies has to be real good, my hands-on job too, has to excel. Papers below 75%(the passing marks) is not acceptable, neither do the pipeline that disconnects itself during airborne. From scratch I have to build up my career. Being so unfamiliar with all the toolings and equipments, learning has been difficult.

I enjoy having a pair of dirty hands. i enjoy sweating all over when working. i enjoy the satisfaction when i successfully carried out my job. i enjoy listening to the engineers telling us all their experiences in the past, their knowledge, conveying their methods of troubleshooting. I enjoy performing inspection to find out there is a defect in my area of inspection. I love seeing the aircraft flies safely after the details work of maintenace. I am pleased to see what I learned in the text i study is applied to my work. I am happy enough to know my time in classroom didn't get wasted. I am glad to have learnt the art of managing time( it's hard to find time when I need to work while preparing for exams).

I look forward:

• to becoming a trainee engineer who is more motivate in building up his career.
• to finishing my scope of work professionally.
• to getting my license to become an LAE(Licensed Aircraft Engineer)
• to signing off my first aeroplane(although scare might be incurred).
• to bearing my responsibility for the aircraft I maintain.
• to getting pay like all other LAEs.

LAE is called a professional. It's also a blue-collar job. So, I am and I will be a BLUE-COLLAR worker.

Not forgetting: I enjoy being a blue-collar worker.

Cheers for the blue-collar world!

There was a smiley on the sky last night. I was lucky enough to see it. But too bad, many of my friends didn't manage to get a glance at it.

I believe that smiley face brought me some luck that I passed today's exam. I was hectically preparing for today's examination last night. Stopped half way when i received a call from Amilian asking us to go and see the moon. Half an hour gone but we had a good laughter. Today's paper was tougher than what we expected, manage to get through it, but didn't score. Good enough.

Tired plus some degree of exhaustion. The image of me going in hangar tomorrow morning is lingering in mind now, feeling extra tiredness. Have to get to sleep now or else i would be a dead fish tomorrow morning.

My parents are going Bali tomorrow morning, if only I will be going with them. Too bad, that isn't the case. Good night!

swallows houses

It's 1.30am now. Few more hours then i guess i will be back in Subang already. Without internet means no updates. =.=" I want internet, but a lot of things draw me back from having one in subang. Nevermind, it's not going to matter much, I'm still having my internet over the weekends when I come back here in TM.

It's 2am now. it took me half an hour to turn back to this page to continue blogging..... =P

Chatted with a friend just now, She told me something about her past. It was rather surprising. haha. But couldn't tell out what's that, people's privacy. =)

i saw an increasing number of the "swallow(burung layang-layang) houses"! There are a lot of shop houses that have been renovated and modified to be the swallows houses which is intending to attract swallows to saty there and thus building their nest there. The nest worth lots of money!The artificial swallows chipping caused much of irritations. Hygiene is another problem. They have and have been causing a lot of annoyance to people living around those houses.

Why? Why is there no control over these kind of houses? Why license is not need to modify houses into this purpose?

From tanjung malim to Klang to Sitiawan, I never failed to see swallows houses around! Shouldn't all the swallows lives in caves? Why are we putting in more noise pollution to our already noisy towns? arghhh!@

I simply can't stand the noise! haha, i was told by a friend that the swallows will be hindred with the perfumes and the perfumed soap! what if people start throwing soaps into those houses? just an evil thought of mine! haha

Will try to post some photo of these swallows houses next time. Cheers!

Burger

I ordered a burger in a mamak store one fine night. It took an extraordinarily long time to be served. When the thing finally served, I was more than delighted. The reason? look at this:

What a nice decorated plate of burger they serve in an ordinary mamak store. haha