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Just finish sending my parents to LCCT. One great news? My brother is flying them to Bangkok! No one knew this beforehand. He kept that to himself. Don't know what's his purpose though.

How i wish he was flying me to Kota Kinabalu last month, or last 2 weeks to be distinct. But too bad, he wasn't. How I wish I could step my feet into the A320 cockpit. I am very keen to find out the differences that A320 and MD-11's cockpit..... Maybe that could be my next flight? with airasia?

The sabah trip wsn't a bad one. It was quite a memorable one. I would upload the photo next time. I'm kinda in rush of time now as I need to finish this post in just 15 mins. For god sake, I'm typing like mad. I don't even have time for my spell check. I had white water rafting, and that's a great fun. Totally worth the money we spent on it. It costs me RM170 for that! Proboscis Monkey seeing is another expensive thing that we had in Sabah. RM120 for a 2 hours boat ride.. But it's worth the price... the only place where the species exists in this world-Sabah.....

Till the next time...... I just realised I haven't been updating my blog for about... 1 month?

p/s: I scored 100 for my basic aerodynamics! Just for bragging...... =P

Random Entry

Some degree of boredom struck in when I sat down here in front of this computer. I don't have the mood to do whatever things I want to do online before this. Shit! even my online banking account also I haven't reactivated it! Gotta do it very soon.

Tomorrow I have gotta sit for another exam. Physics this time. I haven't really studied. Damn, tonight is going to be packed! 170 pages to be finished in a night. Maybe because of the EASA results announced on the Thurday evening. I have got all passes with 100, 88, 89! Well, this is not really good if compared to my other colleagues. Most of us scored really well... Congratulation to all my colleagues that secured all passes! Still in the mood of celebration i guess.. haha.

have to go back to Subang in 1 hour time.

Wish me luck in my exam!

~anticipating my trip to Sabah in 2 weeks time~

Till then.

I thought

Lack of communication is a HUGE problem. Assumption can be misleading! Too many times, we were told:

"why would you have asked this kind of question?? Of course.. bla bla bla.......... you dumb fella.....bla bla bla...."

Over the time, we tend to assume a lot. Just to get rid of being called stupid. Thus people started to rely on their assumptions. Without 2 ways interaction, a communication can hardly be effective. there is where misunderstanding finds its way. Because of the " i thought, He thought thingy".

I'm in deep shit now becaause of that " i thought ". Gotta find ways to sort that out. It's not entirely my fault anyway, 3 of us all share the responsibility.... headache.

A missing screwdriver

I thought I miss put my screw driver in the MD-11! A scary thing to happen. When you see a plane crash, it might be caused by a loose item in the aircraft. And that includes a screw driver!

how scary it was when I know my screw driver was missing from my toolbox! You couldn't imagine that. Anxiety filled my brain. Especially when I was attending Human Factor class. I would rather right away run back to the hangar and start finding my screw driver. .

I was asking around for almost 2 days prior attending the class. I sacrificed my lunch time just to walk around aircraft to look for it. But, it returned no result.

I was thinking: I must report this case once I reached back in hangar although it might result in a major disrepute. I wouldn't want to see a plane crash because of me! I wouldn't again let guilt overwhelmed me. One time of experience is enough.

Thank to my subconscious mind and my effort in finding the screw driver, that little thing is found in my friend's toolbox! Tuesday, i recieved a phone call from Kai Ren just right before my class ends. It was such a relief! It craved a smile on my face and deep in my heart. The end of sleepless nights.

Thank God. Special thanks to everyone who has helped me in finding my screwdriver! Thanks.

Days when no more stress.

I am in a very good mood to blog. My first EASA exam is officially over. I will have at least 3 weeks of honeymoon before the result comes out. 3 weeks. I should be happy. And I am happy.

Anyway, I'd rather have the result right after the exam. So as to end the waiting. Well, it's not important. Crossing the 75% passing marks isn't that easy. Weeks and weeks of books mugging might even end up in having a 74% thus having to resit the paper which means another long long period of mugging! I pray. I Pray. I pray for passing all my modular exams!

Oh yeah, there's one good news that I'd like to share! I have gotten myself a merit for Grade 8 Piano! I was really happy when i received it last week. The examiner's comment is encouraging. Preparation in 6 months right after my grade 6 piano. This means something. Should I say, started from scratch in the last 4 years means something? LOL. I'm showing off. Pardon me.

I went for movie the night after my exam. I watched Kungfu Panda. It gave me a good laugh. That is not the main point. I have got something to say about the Summit USJ! This is the first time I went Summit USJ. I NEVER thought it was that bad! OMG, I thought it should be something like Subang Parade, but then I was really REALLY dissappointed. The elavator was like thousand-year-old. Imagine an elevator without aircond! i can still see a fan in the elevator. Haha. It's like some kind of cheap-skate shopping mall. people can actually smoke in the mall itself. I'm wondering when will the fire alarm be triggered. Not long in the future i guess. But then, it's still worth going for a single reason: the cheap movie. We are charged only rm8 for kungfu panda. And the parking, rm1 per entry. Save a lot..... So, don't go Summit if you're not going for movie. =P

My friend is urgingme to go Meetoto-an online game. haha. I don't know how to play, second time trying........ Till then!

To my FRIENDS:

I have just came to realise that whenever we open a little bit of ourselves to others, they'll, too, open themselves to you.

Maybe the Newton's third law can be applied here. Haha. "the force of reaction is equivalent to the force of action" or something like that, I have quite forgotten the finest definition of it. Pardon me.

A friend that will really be a friend is a friend who managed to touch our souls. Who will reach out to find out more about you. A person whom you'll be more than willing to let them know more about you. A person that realises the slightest change of you. A person who knows when to keep quiet and when to cheer you up. A person you like. A person who likes you.

Friends,

you might not know all of my things, but you know most of them.

you might not fond of all of my deeds, but you bear with them.

you might not like my decisions, but you supported them.

you might not know what was I doing, but you have faith in me.

you might not know what happened to me, but you feel for me.

you might not know my secrets, but you know i have secrets.

you might not read my writings, but you read my thoughts.


Thanks for being there for me. I am glad that I have all of you!

Kudos Transmile

I am really overjoyed that even if my company-Transmile is in red, she is still sponsoring a humanatarian flight to Sichuan! I am proud to be an employee of Transmile Air! Kudos Transmile!

EASA examination: less than 3 weeks time.

I am so gonna put in my all effort for it. Damn! how to finish 700 pages in 1 week time? =.="""


Results for my Grade 8 piano still pending.

Can't wait for it..........

Candle for Sichuan's Victimised Children

Let's light up a candle for unfortunate Si Chuan's children whose lifes have been taken by the non-mercy earthquake to brighthen their journey to heaven.

With sadness and solemn, we forward our prayers for them. Pray for their happiness in the other world.

They will live in our heart. They will live in my heart.

Swing

I have had a serious emotional swing for the past 2 weeks. I am saddened by the catastrophe in Maynmar and China. In addition to it, my personal issue which i choose not to disclose it.

I tried crying. But tears refused to come out from my eyes. I felt the pain. I felt the cut. I know my heart is longing for a relief. Tears, still refused to come out. I ask myself, do i still know how to cry? had my tears get frozen permanently in my heart?????????????? Tears, where are you????

I think a lot in the night. Where is it going to lead me to? Will my life be entirely changed? I don't know. I chose to take it in positively. I take it as an energy for me to live my life to the fullest. I take it as a force for me to contribute to the society.

Some of them noticed a change in me. Might be a minute change, but as far as I am concerned, I appeared as the OLD me in front of them. Thanks for noticing and sorry for not responding. That might not be the best solution, but that is what I'm comfortable with. I want to hear laughter!

Thanks to a bunch of friends beside me. They might not know what had happened, but they cheered me up. The laughter in my face remained. My heart started to smile, again.

p/s: you won't get any answer from me if you ask what personal issue is that. don't ever try. that's only for me to know.

A MINUTE OF SILENCE FOR THE VICTIMS