H^ppY

We don't need a reason to be happy. But happiness become more substantial when it came with a reason. For in this world, there are so many reasons to be happy.

this morning's reasons for my happiness:
-woke up healthily.
-went out for breakfast safely.
-crowd for the 'lam mee' is lesser than usual!
-had a nice breakfast.
-had a nice hair cut.
-needn't to wait for my IC renewal.
-have time to settle my online banking thingy this afternoon!

you?

食物。人。味道。心。

同样的一盘食物，在不一样的地方，怎么就会有不一样的味道？我们的舌头难道会随着地方而改变吗？或许是它随着我们身边的人而变？可曾听过：＂有你的陪伴，再苦的药也是甜的＂这一句话吗？

在这个世界上生存了二十年，我承认我还是非常的嫩。大风浪？就只有那么几件罢了。也不算是吧！暂时对我影响最深的我猜应该是在十八岁离家深造的那一次吧。那次是我第一次离开了家里。虽然并不远，但是还是有那种不舍的感觉。在家，是幸福的。现在回家和之前在家有着一种不一样的感觉。妈妈烹饪的饭菜变得比之前美味得多了。是妈妈的厨艺进步了吗？不是。是我对那一个熟悉的地方，熟悉的人和熟悉的环境产生的一种美感。人，是因素？那又是多大的因素呢？

很多时候，或许我们都不察觉，我们都与我们喜欢的人一起共餐。就如有些时候，我们宁愿单独一个人吃饭也不愿意邀附近的朋友。为什么？为什么我们会因为一个人的存在而胃口大减？为什么本来觉得很美味的食物会突然变得淡而无味？是饭菜中的盐和调味料突然蒸发了吗？还是，人，是因素？

再有另一个个案。当你和心仪的对象一起进餐时，你觉得那食物不堪入口而弃在一旁。她二话不说地拿起餐具，试了一口就立即说道：＂我觉得还蛮不错的，我喜欢＂。我相信你对那碟食物的抗拒心肯定相应减低了。可能还会觉得它好味，吃出另一种味道。着又是什么？人是因素？

一种食物好不好味其实真的是很客观的。没有绝对的对与错。当我们将食物比喻为周遭发生的事而它的味道就好比我们对事情的包容与忍让。换另一个角度，事情就不一样了。口味，也应该适时而改变。不违言，人是偏心的。我们偏向自己关心及喜爱的人，偏离自己讨厌的人。世上很多事情就这样子的被歪曲了。这促使了很多人刻意去讨好别人，为的也只是那一点点的偏爱。然而，我们是为别人而活吗？这种现象要被抗拒吗？我不晓得，也不想懂得。

但至少我知道，做人得圆润。善待别人就等于善待自己。真心希望＂我为人人，人人为我＂这一句名言是真的。

让我们一起款待他人吧！

!! No stress.

I'm getting a bit worried. I didn't feel the stress this time. It's a danger sign.. monday>tuesday>exam day. My weekend gone. I am hoping that my preparation is enough. I think it's enough. But can still be better.

During the revision week, we had fun! All of us seemed to be less stressed than the previous exam. As the book that we read now is not even quarter the portion we read last time.

I was given one fun IQ question, try it:

A teacher gave A her birth month without telling the day, and she gave B her birth day without telling the month.

They are given a set of dates:

1st Feb, 4th Feb

3rd May, 6th May

1st Oct, 2nd Oct, 3rd Oct

2nd Dec, 6th Dec, 8th Dec


A: I know which month teacher born in.
B: I know which day teacher born in.
A: I don't know the answer, I ascertain B don't know too!
B: At first I don't know the answer, now I knew it!
A: Oh! I also knew it already!

Find the teacher's bithday.... The answer available upon request! =P

It took me more than half an hour to solve it.... Maybe I'm dumb.. haha

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My grandma has just passed away. Going to penang for her funeral tomorrow. It's going to be a sad moment. What i can do now is to pray for her, and wish for her well being in another world.

Have to go for dinner now. Till then.

exhaustion

It's 3am now. I'm feeling sleepy and maybe a bit of dizzy. I know if I don't blog now, it has to be at least next saturday till the next entry.

I've just recovered from fever. I haven't had this for about a year already. a really bad one. i felt really cold and my throat was soring like mad. a terrible experience. I should have taken MC on friday, I know i was exhausted. But, haih... There goes my 3 days long weekend. Days with my medicine. =(.

The reason for my exhaustion?

Ans: MD-11 No. 2 engine installation. Imagine a 4.5 tonnes engine being shifted up using 4 pulleys manually. each one of the pulley carries at least 1 tonne of load. and to shift that up,it wasn't easy. VERY TIRING! Then the follow-ups... installing the mounting bolts, connecting the ductings, torque loading etc etc.

Let go the tiredness, I have actually learnt a lot from the engine installation. It was one of the few task that i actually participated in from the very beginning until the end. A slight feeling of accomplishment. It requires skills and knowledge. It tells me again: I HAVE A LOT MORE TO LEARN. Reminds me of the long long 4-year-to-go programme. OMG. when am i receiving my big fat pay check????...............

oh yeah, I nearly forgot about the experience i had in station on Tuesday when we celebrated saw, ben and jeeva's birthday. we went there at about 9pm. >>fast forward>> 11pm. after all the candle-blowing and song singing ceremony, just when we all chill out ( whole bunch of us, around 20 ), Ben suddenly came to me and said: my birthday, can you go up on stage and sing one song for me? i stayed silent for one moment. and I don;t know where come the courage and i said: ok, since it's your birthday. I knew I have got myself into deep shit already. They waved to the singer on stage and start pointing at me. I started shivering ( unseen of course )... I was then asked to go on stage. fortunately we are the majority of the customer over there that night with only several tables of other customers. what i can hear when im going on stage were the shouting and screaming of theirs. that was a chaos. everyone's looking! >>fast forward>> i sang 'chi xin jue dui'. >> not very well sang i guessm but still got myself a little crowd of hand clapping! the biggest portion of course from the Transmile Trainee group! haha. =P. It was fun. and i wasn;t been expected to go up to stage that night as they thought i wouldn't dare to go up, i guess.

I wonder if they have taken videos. have yet to watch. hope my singing's not too bad.... LOL.

have to get back to reast already, or else my friend-'fever' is coming to haunt me down again..^^

Current location: FTZ.net

Just finish sending my parents to LCCT. One great news? My brother is flying them to Bangkok! No one knew this beforehand. He kept that to himself. Don't know what's his purpose though.

How i wish he was flying me to Kota Kinabalu last month, or last 2 weeks to be distinct. But too bad, he wasn't. How I wish I could step my feet into the A320 cockpit. I am very keen to find out the differences that A320 and MD-11's cockpit..... Maybe that could be my next flight? with airasia?

The sabah trip wsn't a bad one. It was quite a memorable one. I would upload the photo next time. I'm kinda in rush of time now as I need to finish this post in just 15 mins. For god sake, I'm typing like mad. I don't even have time for my spell check. I had white water rafting, and that's a great fun. Totally worth the money we spent on it. It costs me RM170 for that! Proboscis Monkey seeing is another expensive thing that we had in Sabah. RM120 for a 2 hours boat ride.. But it's worth the price... the only place where the species exists in this world-Sabah.....

Till the next time...... I just realised I haven't been updating my blog for about... 1 month?

p/s: I scored 100 for my basic aerodynamics! Just for bragging...... =P

Random Entry

Some degree of boredom struck in when I sat down here in front of this computer. I don't have the mood to do whatever things I want to do online before this. Shit! even my online banking account also I haven't reactivated it! Gotta do it very soon.

Tomorrow I have gotta sit for another exam. Physics this time. I haven't really studied. Damn, tonight is going to be packed! 170 pages to be finished in a night. Maybe because of the EASA results announced on the Thurday evening. I have got all passes with 100, 88, 89! Well, this is not really good if compared to my other colleagues. Most of us scored really well... Congratulation to all my colleagues that secured all passes! Still in the mood of celebration i guess.. haha.

have to go back to Subang in 1 hour time.

Wish me luck in my exam!

~anticipating my trip to Sabah in 2 weeks time~

Till then.

I thought

Lack of communication is a HUGE problem. Assumption can be misleading! Too many times, we were told:

"why would you have asked this kind of question?? Of course.. bla bla bla.......... you dumb fella.....bla bla bla...."

Over the time, we tend to assume a lot. Just to get rid of being called stupid. Thus people started to rely on their assumptions. Without 2 ways interaction, a communication can hardly be effective. there is where misunderstanding finds its way. Because of the " i thought, He thought thingy".

I'm in deep shit now becaause of that " i thought ". Gotta find ways to sort that out. It's not entirely my fault anyway, 3 of us all share the responsibility.... headache.

A missing screwdriver

I thought I miss put my screw driver in the MD-11! A scary thing to happen. When you see a plane crash, it might be caused by a loose item in the aircraft. And that includes a screw driver!

how scary it was when I know my screw driver was missing from my toolbox! You couldn't imagine that. Anxiety filled my brain. Especially when I was attending Human Factor class. I would rather right away run back to the hangar and start finding my screw driver. .

I was asking around for almost 2 days prior attending the class. I sacrificed my lunch time just to walk around aircraft to look for it. But, it returned no result.

I was thinking: I must report this case once I reached back in hangar although it might result in a major disrepute. I wouldn't want to see a plane crash because of me! I wouldn't again let guilt overwhelmed me. One time of experience is enough.

Thank to my subconscious mind and my effort in finding the screw driver, that little thing is found in my friend's toolbox! Tuesday, i recieved a phone call from Kai Ren just right before my class ends. It was such a relief! It craved a smile on my face and deep in my heart. The end of sleepless nights.

Thank God. Special thanks to everyone who has helped me in finding my screwdriver! Thanks.

Days when no more stress.

I am in a very good mood to blog. My first EASA exam is officially over. I will have at least 3 weeks of honeymoon before the result comes out. 3 weeks. I should be happy. And I am happy.

Anyway, I'd rather have the result right after the exam. So as to end the waiting. Well, it's not important. Crossing the 75% passing marks isn't that easy. Weeks and weeks of books mugging might even end up in having a 74% thus having to resit the paper which means another long long period of mugging! I pray. I Pray. I pray for passing all my modular exams!

Oh yeah, there's one good news that I'd like to share! I have gotten myself a merit for Grade 8 Piano! I was really happy when i received it last week. The examiner's comment is encouraging. Preparation in 6 months right after my grade 6 piano. This means something. Should I say, started from scratch in the last 4 years means something? LOL. I'm showing off. Pardon me.

I went for movie the night after my exam. I watched Kungfu Panda. It gave me a good laugh. That is not the main point. I have got something to say about the Summit USJ! This is the first time I went Summit USJ. I NEVER thought it was that bad! OMG, I thought it should be something like Subang Parade, but then I was really REALLY dissappointed. The elavator was like thousand-year-old. Imagine an elevator without aircond! i can still see a fan in the elevator. Haha. It's like some kind of cheap-skate shopping mall. people can actually smoke in the mall itself. I'm wondering when will the fire alarm be triggered. Not long in the future i guess. But then, it's still worth going for a single reason: the cheap movie. We are charged only rm8 for kungfu panda. And the parking, rm1 per entry. Save a lot..... So, don't go Summit if you're not going for movie. =P

My friend is urgingme to go Meetoto-an online game. haha. I don't know how to play, second time trying........ Till then!

To my FRIENDS:

I have just came to realise that whenever we open a little bit of ourselves to others, they'll, too, open themselves to you.

Maybe the Newton's third law can be applied here. Haha. "the force of reaction is equivalent to the force of action" or something like that, I have quite forgotten the finest definition of it. Pardon me.

A friend that will really be a friend is a friend who managed to touch our souls. Who will reach out to find out more about you. A person whom you'll be more than willing to let them know more about you. A person that realises the slightest change of you. A person who knows when to keep quiet and when to cheer you up. A person you like. A person who likes you.

Friends,

you might not know all of my things, but you know most of them.

you might not fond of all of my deeds, but you bear with them.

you might not like my decisions, but you supported them.

you might not know what was I doing, but you have faith in me.

you might not know what happened to me, but you feel for me.

you might not know my secrets, but you know i have secrets.

you might not read my writings, but you read my thoughts.


Thanks for being there for me. I am glad that I have all of you!